Reconnect Your Electromagnetic Circuits with the Template

Friends, I’m sharing with you what I feel is an important video; an introductory ‘personal ceremony’ (meditative journey) that reconnects your precious circuitry that was derailed in humanity eons ago.

It’s been quite a while since I’ve been really enthused about teachings, and teachers, and messengers, etcetc… I’ve been at this for a Very Long Time, and sooo much just sounds redundant to me. Or hokey. Or both. No offense intended to all the shining lights out there doing great work. But this Continue reading

Relationship in the Ascension Paradigm

Here is another hefty message about the changes we are immersed in at this time, from Sirian starseed Lisa Renee. You may also listen to this in audio form on itunes; linked at the end. Or both! Read along as Lisa reads to you. This is a lot of material to just ‘get’ with a casual scan. Note there is a little exercise to help us collaborate with our Inner Selves, also at the end.

Blessings to all  oxo ~W

THE HIEROS GAMOS:  The New Relationship Paradigm

by Lisa Renee

“The term hieros gamos is used generally to refer to the sacred marriage between two divinities, or between a human being and Mother/Father God, or between two human beings (under certain special conditions); the ultimate alchemy of forces which harmonize polar opposites.

Dear Family,

This template of which was previously referred to as “Spiritual Marriage in No Time” has returned to the Earth logos in 2012 through the alchemical restoration of the Hieros Gamos. (Connected through the Unity Logos, a Guardian project to rebirth the planetary logos, see the January 2011 theme newsletter) Hieros Gamos or “Hierogamy” is the Sacred Marriage of a Human Being with Divinity (the Inner Spirit) and the Unification between all life expressions and its levels of opposite. From the Guardian perspective, Spiritual Ascension comprises the Science of the Spirit, encompassing the entire creational mechanics of how spirit and matter travel throughout time and space. At certain levels of frequency conjunction within the spiral of time, access is possible to new templates and therefore embodiments. The planet has reached that axis in time.

Hieros Gamos is the sacrament that represents “sacred marriage” at the individual level, to the relationship level, to the group level as a part of spiritual ascension, moving through the spiralling staircase of time to experience unification with (or marry) all aspects of God. When we marry God through this sacrament, Christ returns.

Returning to Inner Balance

We have finally crossed the threshold into the New Year of which holds an especially auspicious significance in planetary and human consciousness evolution, the end cycle year of 2012 and beyond. We are emerging into yet another completely new territory within the Ascension timeline. The frequency shift and energetic terrain still remain mysterious, ambiguous and confusing to the majority of the people on the Earth. Most anxiety is a result of mental confusion, when we do not have a proper evolutionary context of which to reframe our old beliefs, traditions, habits and their dying structure. Imbalanced behaviors and negative mental attitudes are not tolerated in the new frequencies and if we have not cleared our ego to submit to higher forces, we are getting hammered by external circumstances. The ego will manifest depression, obsessions, anxiety, mania and other brain dysfunctions when not integrated with the inner spirit. (This imbalance is referred to as “soul fragmentation”, the root cause is persistent negative mental thoughts created by an untrained mind. Mental miasms such as thought or belief obsession can also be inherited and can be cleared through ancestral healing.)

Many people who are not aware of the Ascension process, in attempting to deal with their day to day lives are echoing in their sentiment, “Why am I so incredibly tired?” One cannot resist change or fight against this transformational current without getting pummeled. Everyone is feeling some level of this evolutionary change now. No matter who we think we are or where we think we are going – we must return to inner balance.

As we submit and let go to the larger energetic flow while listening to the inner voice, that voice was telling us these last weeks to wait and be still. We have been energetically conserving ourselves for the right alignment into “effortlessness”. The higher wisdom is always hidden in the right timing. Many times when you feel like you are failing (or “being flattened”) it is the misunderstanding of the necessity of waiting for the right timing, and/or being in the right location of which to begin an action. We are retraining our bodies to work in the new energies effortlessly and efficiently. We are learning that less energetic exertion is definitely yielding more results now.

Alchemy of Transformation

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Seeking the Light of the Intellect

An Archangel Michael message from Ronna Herman — who is, I think, the first person to channel AA Michael in our era.  So much here; worth a few considered reads imo.   ~W

Friday, 30 September, 2011

Beloved masters, there is an ebb and flow rhythm in the ascension process. You will experience a period of intense activity created by challenging and mind-expanding experiences, followed by a desire to turn inward and a need for contemplation and solitude.

You are striving to develop a strong Soul-consciousness, which will eventually become the dominating force within your life. Your mental consciousness and emotional consciousness were meant to be under the direction of your Soul-Self and not controlled by your ego personality. Illumination and spiritual awareness begin with the mental body / the mind. To achieve Self-mastery, it is vitally important that you seek the Light of the intellect. Conscious awareness begins when you become aware of the bigger picture so that you may see both sides of a controversial scenario. You must learn to be a keen-minded observer of life, and you must be willing to withhold judgment. A master does not need to constantly have an opinion or to always try to influence those around him/her. A spiritually evolved person is to offer the truth as it has been revealed to him/her and to encourage others to seek their own truth as it is unveiled to them.

The frequencies of unconditional love begin in the mid-fourth dimension and increase with each higher sub-dimension. Below that the frequencies are too fractured and discordant. The polarity of good and evil was not part of the original Divine plan. The Divine Blueprint was designed so that you, the Sparks of God-Consciousness, could experience duality. It was to be an experiment in diversity, in opposites, within an accepted spectrum of Light and shadow. It was never meant to be a reality of good versus evil.

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2011: Year of Radical Transfiguration & Love

NOW is the time — we are called to our highest service. Patricia Cota-Robles provides her perception of The Plan for your discernment and upliftment. All who know Pat must admit—she is extraordinarily articulate!

NOW is the Time, Part 1:

Part 2 (a powerful meditative process):

On Being Alone

In case this speaks to you, dear guest — a message from AA Metatron. I personally seem to need a lot of solitude time… ox :W

Why Mastery Involves Times of Solitude

Metatron Message, Updated & Republished

Greetings Beloved! I am Metatron, Lord of Light. We surround each of you in a specially created vector of Unconditional Love. A vector of nonlinear space that is uniquely opened as each of you read these words from your own space and chosen time.

The present phase of linear time on your planet is a uniquely opportune juncture for self-review and chosen solitude. Masters many of you, particularly those above the age of 49, the seventh 7 year cycle, find yourselves in a state of solitude, after spouses have passed, relationships terminated and marriage contracts have ended. And although this path is at times quite lonely, quite difficult and may feel ‘unnatural’ for many of you, it is with purpose. So we tell you to use this time wisely, embrace it. You are on the cusp of a great graduation.

Now there is a recurring message in many of your religious texts that says “For everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under heaven.”

Indeed there is a time for solitude. Divine Solitude is a noble condition, and one that offers quantum leaps in terms of growth, when understood, and recognized for its profound purpose.

You see the Divine Self is ultimately, conclusively alone in its final pursuit of omnipotence.

In your terms, the soul enters the earth alone, and the spirit departs the earth alone. Ascended Masters that walk the Earth, have for millennia sought solitude in their incarnations before achieving Mastery. So it is with many of you now.

Dear Ones, Many of you who find yourself alone at this time, are of the belief that you must find a partner. Many of you seek your ‘soul mate,’ your twin flame. Yet we tell you, in many cases among the advanced souls, you are alone because you have planned it. Indeed it is a special and noble undertaking. It is time for Divine Solitude.

Solitude for those seeking sanctified light, for those seeking, what is termed ‘consecrated enlightenment’ chose specific periods in their life plan, to be alone for a time. This does not mean you will always be in solitude, it simply means for a time you have chosen it to ‘work on the self’; to achieve self love. Among souls seeking Mastery, approximately one of every three or four lifetimes, is a lifetime chosen for solitude.

Loving the SELF is a Requirement

Love of self is a condition that many, especially those from Christian heritage, have lost. Christianity with its teachings of original sin taught you that you were flawed in your nature, that you needed forgiving. You spent lifetimes prostate asking forgiveness for who you are. You lost your sense of your divinity, and found it easier to give than to receive. Balance was forfeited.

Now, we tell you that as the Earth transforms to the new Crystalline Age, the nature of energy resonance and the dimensional grasp of the planet is expanded. There is a lessening of the influence of duality/polarity for those of you that choose to extend beyond the third dimension.

You may ask whether solitude or partnerships bring greater advancement to the soul. The question is timely and especially pertinent for many of you in the dawn of the Ascension.

The short answer is that both coupling and solitude have their divine purpose… and we underline the word BOTH. Much is gained in being in committed loving relationship. This is the natural circumstance in most sojourns on the plane of Earth.

But Masters, we tell you that there is also great purpose also in solitude. It is in fact a requisite.

It is no error that great numbers of you on the finals steps of the path of enlightenment are alone in this period. Now is the prelude to the coming Ascension. If you are among these, we tell you that perhaps your solitude is appropriate. Perhaps it is as it should be. You see it is how many of you planned it.

Yet many of you feel that the loneliness is too much to bear and that you must pursue a partner… the elusive twin flame. Dear Souls, there is much confusion around the concept of the twin flame, the ‘soul mate’, and the role and nature of optimal partnership in Mastery of Self.

Solitude and Nondependency

Solitude is intended to be a period of sublime reverence of self. Your life and your experience in this plane is your own creation, your own living tapestry, woven by your individual belief. Within solitude, the soul is prompted into self-review, and opportunity is given to dive deeply into the deep waters that flow within you. To swim in the ocean of SELF, and in so doing rediscover the love within, to learn what a brilliant spark of God you truly are.

Relationships are a method of reflecting the affectivity of your belief system, and giving you feedback on what, simply stated, is working, and what is not. Detachment requires the individual to explore the self, to reacquaint with the inner horizon, and this facilitates and necessitates sovereignty. Sovereignty is the prepotency of Mastership.

A relationship of two sovereign nondependent humans has greater balance, greater creativity, and greater longevity than a pairing of two beings co-dependent on one another. Do you understand?

Ultimately each soul must clearly define SELF in order to gain Mastery. Self Mastery is embodied in periods of planned detachment. It is that period in which impeccability is crystallized. And we tell you Dear Ones, crystallization, through impeccability is a necessary phase of Self- Mastery. It is a calibrational juncture in the multidimensional sojourn. One enters the void, the great mystery in the quest for fortitude and sovereign vision, alone, without a shoulder to lean on. And in the process, one discovers sublime wholeness and self completion.

Do not misunderstand our meaning; there is great validity in coupling, in the natural aspect of soul mate. But conclusively one walks the path of Mastery in sovereign detachment.

One becomes enlightened when one learns to transcend the physical self. Each of you must endeavor to the final conquest of what we term as ‘impeccability’. Impeccability is the crystallization or uniform clarity of the soul, and it is a necessary virtue of Mastery. This involves release of dependency, the release of all that does not serve your divinity. It is a rebooting and reprogramming of all you are.

We have told you that the language, the fabric of higher dimension is sacred geometry. Impeccability is the geometric clarity of the soul mind. By defining oneself through impeccability one becomes crystalline, and thus more capable of Divine Consciousness within the geometric light of coherent higher planes. It is only accomplished by deciding who you are, what you believe, and then living it. Recognizing your truths, and aligning fully to them.

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Powerful Message from Anthabantian

Lots of intense energies are having their way with us; in my admittedly unusual ‘ride of a life,’ what I’m feeling now ranks wayyy up there. Wednesday March 9 is generally considered to be the date of our shifting into the last phase of the Mayan calendar. I can hardly wait (ehhh) to see how things start flinging once we pass this threshold. Meanwhile:

Communications with a Starship

I’ve posted messages received by Mark Kimmel here a couple of times before. This starship is populated by evolved beings whose lineage traces to planets of Andromeda. They’ve been communicating with Mark Kimmel for a few years now.

Observations

Greetings to All from the Starship Athabantian. We join you today to offer our observations of the situation on your planet from our perspective many miles above you.

First our observations about the physical changes you are currently seeing. The extraordinarily severe weather in Australia is part of earth’s cleansing process, as is the abnormally snowy and cold winter in the east of the United States. You will experience more of this colder than normal weather in parts of North America, Europe, and Asia. You will also experience above average rainfall and snow along with the cold. During the summer months in the Northern Hemisphere, you will experience warmer than normal weather and will see increased melting of glaciers and icecaps. This will contribute to rising sea levels around the world this year. This is a continuation of the extreme weather you saw during 2010 that affected such countries as Pakistan.

Earthquakes such as experienced in New Zealand will occur with more frequency, particularly around the Pacific Rim of Fire. Areas long dormant will also experience earthquakes, along with volcanic activity. These will increase during this year as a part of Earth’s cleansing. As with extreme weather, these are a continuation of earthquakes such as experienced in Chile and China in 2010. Much of the above can be traced to the energies coming to Earth from the sun and elsewhere in this galaxy. These energies are changing the natural balance heretofore achieved on Earth.

These energies are also impacting individual humans. It is external energies that have encouraged people in the Middle East and Africa to assert their freedom from tyranny. It is energies that have supported them as they risk death in order to achieve freedom. These energies are manifesting themselves among people first in countries where the rule has been the harshest. Next it will manifest itself around the world where the needs of ordinary people are subverted to the desires of greedy elites.

Elites around the world have known these events would occur for some time, and have made preparations to retreat into places of refuge. The elites are as aware as you are becoming so of the energies of change bombarding your planet. We who occupy the great starships have been beaming and focusing energies for many years. It is our light, coupled with the energies from the sun and elsewhere that have made the elites tremble, for they see their days are numbered. Nonetheless they continue to play the game, extracting the final drops of blood from those they oppress, for they have chosen not to see alternatives to their long-standing behavior.

These are extraordinary times; make no mistake about it. This is not a mere business cycle, another environmental anomaly, or a long-term weather cycle. This is the long-awaited metamorphosis of mankind. Rejoice for you will now be given the opportunity to move out of the density you call 3rd dimension into a less dense existence. Look around; awaken to the possibilities. Do not be one of those who refuses to see the larger picture because you wish to remain comfortable in your chosen lifestyle.

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A Buoy in a Tsunami

Ok, this has been, frankly, a brutal week. I’m going to lay it bare here and say, in my little niche of the universe, it seems every negative emotion I’ve ever had, even possibly beyond this time-stream and life-line, has come home to roost. I have been ‘eaten alive’ by angst, misery, fear, disappointment — self-flagellation ad nauseam. Man, what a miserable time.

Add to this an unrelenting and intense nerve pain throughout the entire right side of this body of mine, and, well, I want my mommy. I can’t do a thing without deep, nightmarish, ice-pick pain penetrating every body part that moves (on the right). Is this connected to ‘chopping through the ancient  iceberg’ of a male-dominated planet as the divine feminine emerges?

And, for good measure, I’ve become aware that there is a barnyard full of totally neglected animals who are slowly starving right down the road here, so I’m endeavoring to find a way to right this situation without coming across like a city bitch outsider descending on a local. But these animals… I can’t just ignore this. So I’m realllly bumping around looking for support re: this horror while trying not to come across as an emotional basket case over it.

On the other hand, I have a delightful new ‘being’ at home; a young cat so darling, I may have to give her her own blog :) Brought her home from the shelter where I’ve been giving time (love). She is such a wonderful healer, I feel the divinities shine through when I’m engaged with her, playing… or just enjoying her sweet little purring self in my lap while I sit at my desk.

So, things are definitely coming apart at the gaping seams now, across the planet. The sun is helping to accelerate events with the galactic energies it is pre-digesting, so to speak, before feeding down the pipeline to us. We, meanwhile, are using this energetic agitation to kick our way out of our cocoons, where we have been undergoing quite a transmutation in our own personal, private experiences… as well as entire nations! The wave is cresting and huge, splashing sweeps are washing through our world. Many are suffering. Even if your immediate environs seem safe and snug right now… if you’re even a tad empathic, you may well be feeling eviscerated by the chaos elsewhere, and the electromagnetic shifts upon us.

So much information is flying around as well; many ascension guides have been ‘transmitting’ this past week. I thought I’d share something from a woman you may not know about yet — Lucia Rene. (Not to be confused with Lisa Renee :) Lucia is a Buddhist monk and mystic, and author of the book, Unplugging the Patriarchy. She has had quite a unique life’s journey, which in recent years has been about following energetic threads into the dark understructures of the power elite and working, trans-dimensionally, to dismantle their stranglehold on this world. This woman has navigated some harrowing experiences; she is quite courageous. Anyway: following is a message from Lucia. Perhaps something in it for you.   oxo ~W

Surfing the Tsunami

Lucia Rene

For many people, things feel really churned up right now.  A surprising number of people report that someone in their family is dying and the issue of death always causes a lot of haywire emotions to surface.  Some are feeling that they are on a processing roller coaster.  Others, however, are reporting ecstasy and exhilaration.  Where on the spectrum are you?

Mother Divine’s tsunami of change, which has been building for a while, has definitely crested.  No question about that.  Things are churned up.  Things are accelerating.  Life has become increasingly challenging.  And we are only just beginning this year of accelerated change!  It isn’t just you or changes in your area of the world.  This is global. Things are churned up everywhere!

If your boat feels like it’s in danger of capsizing, perhaps you need to put on your inspector’s cap and give it a good once over.  (1) Are there too many people on board?  (2) Are you carrying excess baggage?  (3) Are you assuming the chatter on your shortwave radio is your own?

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Ascension Basics

A series by Lisa Renee has appeared on youtube, explaining ascension in Lisa’s characteristic detail. Her “Sirian” connection — Sirians could be considered the technologists and mechanics of this whole shift — really shows when she gets into the mechanical details of what’s going on. I’ve only seen the first minute or so of the first video, but am posting this because I’m familiar with Lisa’s voice/material and thought I’d just put it up here before it drops off my radar.

(Post script: I’ve now seen the first segment, and unfortunately the videos aren’t linked so that #1 leads to #2, etc. There appear to be 8 videos here; you might have to bump around a bit if you want to see them in order. And also… “basics” is a relative term, because Lisa’s info goes well beyond what most would consider to be basic.)

Lisa’s website is energeticsynthesis.com.  Enjoy.

The New Energy Keeps Coming…

James followed his last message with this one, so I’m doing likewise here — always for your discernment. I have a related personal experience to share here that might serve you; just need to make the time to write it up!  In the meantime — be love, beloveds … oxo Whitehawk

Momma Earth Love Letter for June 2010

This is one of two messages I’m posting here from Kaia Ra; I’m sure many visitors are experiencing acute concern for Gaia (and her children) at this time…

Beneath the heavy exhale of personal transformation is the relief that we are held. Have you felt the new energy rising up from the earth? It is this sweet, sensual energy with a Kali Ma attunement.

The energy leaps up to fill our earth chakras with the slightest touch of hello. It carries the code for a full initiation into our Divine Human Blueprint. How wildly personal, terrifying and exciting… it’s no wonder many of us struggle with consciously committing to such a potent relationship with the Earth.

Just as we are shifting into highly conscious beings, we are mirroring the earth’s awakening to a new galactic consciousness in the universe. At this time, every aspect of life as we know it is coming to a climax of choosing between the old paradigm of duality and the New Earth Paradigm of the Heart – Unity Consciousness.

The Earth is delighted to tend to your every need in this process. Her consciousness, pefect intelligence and direct access as a Divine Mother has never been more available to us. Sit on her back, dance in a river, hold a tree, place a rose over your spinning heart chakra and feel how true this is. She is calling us back to Her.

The Divine Mother relationship has been an awkward journey for many of us. We often transfer our personal history with our parents and society onto the divine. Although this is an entirely natural transference, it is painfully limiting in accessing the full support, healing, and empowerment available to us directly from the Earth as the embodiment of the Divine Mother.

Everything we access to nourish and care for our bodies comes from her: our homes, food, transportation, clothing, tools. The very gift of being human is a physical form that is directly birthed from the Earth. This Gaia, a manifestation of the Divine Mother, is our true mother in this earthly incarnation.

This spring has inspired me to take my relationship with Gaia to the next level. Who is this divine mother with thousands of layers beneath me and infinite forms of physical expression all around me? I want to know Her and trust Her, my soul calls out to understand this Ever Present Mother.

So I have been exploring all the parts of me that are in relationship with Her: the inner child, the independent woman, the teacher, the healer, the artist – the Human Being that is both frustrated and overjoyed to be alive. Several weeks ago, meditating by the river her voice rolled up my legs, womb and into my heart.

“Trust Me. You have dedicated your life to me, Trust Me. I can so easily care for all your needs, look at all that I create. How easily I hold All of This.”

Her voice sounded deep – husky and ancient – yet so familiar. Her words punctuated by the laughter of Devas and the red earth chuckles of a wise Grandmother. This was a Divine Mother rich in humor, delight and reassurance.

There was a wise twinkle in her eye lovingly mocking the addiction to worry. Further, it was an invitation to Trust beyond my daily needs and open my heart to the Wealth of Spiritual Joy that is available through courageous living, dreaming and wild creativity in communion with Her divine heart.

All that we came here to Be and create is intimately connected with the Earth. The more I physically and emotionally connect with Her, the richer my manifestations flower and breathe.

My prayer is that with this upcoming Solstice we will all deepen our relationship with this magnificant Divine Mother in all her forms. That we will intimately KNOW Her, FEEL Her Presence, HEAR her wisom and guidance.

I pray that we will also feel all these aspects of Her within our hearts. Are you feeling afraid? Call forth a Redwood Tree inside of you and climb inside its warmth. Invoke the Spirit of Buffalo to feel his deep wooly coat around you and warm breath upon your face. Everything that comforts your external senses also lives within you.

May this June, a potent portal of astrological change for the planet, bring you in deep relations with this Ever Present and Available Mother on your precious and tender human journey of enlightenment. Remember: stepping into our life dreams happens one lovin heartbeat at a time.

Faerie Dusted Blessings,
Kaia

Love ~ or Addiction?

heartinhands1The following, adapted from The Path to Love by Deepak Chopra, resonated so I thought I’d post it here.  The subject  ‘rings’ for me, because when I look back at various significant relationships, prevailing energies often seemed more along the lines of addiction; need; obsession; desire to control or possess… and other such forms of  ‘connection’ in lieu of love.  ~All par for life on earth with its various confusions & distortions as we try to have authentic relationships while also endeavoring to get our (often complicated,  often unconscious) needs met.

So, even though I sort of went off on a tangent beyond this Chopra excerpt,  I’m going ahead and posting it as a gentle nudge to consider — as the year winds down and we reflect on our lives — the ways in which we relate.  (Or how we’re related to, as – on some level — we attract the vibrational response to signals we are emitting, regardless how oblivious to this we may [want to] be.)  Besides considering love vs. attachment, women in particular might also consider the essence of surrender (ie, into the expansive, sacred space of love) vs. submission (ie, to a partner’s expectations at the expense of one’s self; an energetic contraction)… and men might consider their use of power (as in, the power of the shining soul) vs coercion or intimidation when negotiating relationships with women.

And:  I *will* actually be posting here again very soon; I’ve been in an intimate relationship with a deadline lately… oxo ~W

Is Attachment Really Love?

The path to love doesn’t end with surrender, although in a way there is nothing more to do. The process of letting go is all that spirit needs in order to enter your life. The rest is a ripening of the union between self and Self.

There is, however, still the enormous issue of how two people can surrender to each other completely. No matter how much love you begin to feel within, you must still reflect it to your beloved. Two spiritual people living together don’t automatically make a spiritual relationship. Therefore we want to ask in practical terms how love increases between two souls. The ego is not easily defeated in its preoccupation with everything but love.

Surrender is not achieved until you surrender completely to your beloved. To accomplish this you must relinquish everything that deprives you of love and nurture everything that comes from love.

One way that people deprive themselves of love is especially confusing because it seems to be a way to increase it: This is attachment. In its mildest form attachment is the desire to be with someone special. Even in preadult forms attachment has two sides–it both includes and excludes. Adult relationships carry attachment to a deeper level, but the exclusivity remains.

Love and attachment are not the same thing. Love allows your beloved the freedom to be unlike you. Attachment asks for conformity to your needs and desires. Love imposes no demands. Attachment expresses an overwhelming demand: “Make me feel whole.” Love expands beyond the limits of two people. Attachment tries to exclude everything but two people.

Yet attachment has a deeper spiritual meaning. It represents an attempt to reach unity by merging with another soul.

Adapted from The Path to Love, by Deepak Chopra (Three Rivers Press, 1997).

Dismantling the Dark

What a difference a day makes.  OK, maybe a few days.

The Karma, Sex post of the other day seems to have possibly struck a chord, as it’s been attracting many visitors.  This is a followup.

So, the plotline goes… I was recently catapulted into confrontation with a major meme (or mass belief; one held over millennia), which began with a spontaneous and unexpected “insight” into the emotionally charged erotic thoughtforms of a man in my close proximity.  That “mere moment” thrust me into a matrix of frequency fences that have been holding ancient male/female dynamics in place for eons; that ‘place’ being far more conducive to the male’s possession & expression of his power than the female’s possession & expression of hers.  This realm reverberated strongly, as explained in the earlier post.  For me, it became a wild ride through a world of mirrors reflecting ad infinitum in various contexts of time, social structures, and my own karmic trails re: this theme of male dominance on the planet (and the battles into which it keeps sending us), and the throttled feminine’s eternal efforts to balance and heal this distorted equation (and her lot in it) while simultaneously bleeding profusely in every sense of the word.

Such a powerful experience has this been, I now sense that it may well be a primary area of contribution in this life, to invest my energies and efforts to the healing of this dark universal form that has had a vice grip on humanity for so long.  This theme now feels like a lens through which to focus my more general “new world” ideas and experiences: the domain of the sexes, and the realignment and reunion needed there for the healing of not only the hearts of men and women (and whitehawks), but the heart of humanity, and the heart of GAIA, and the anchoring of higher-love frequencies here on our blessed earth.  God knows my background is ‘fertile’ in this field!  Again I’m reminded of the Ace of Wands, which, incidentally, AGAIN came up in a primary position in a Tarot spread… this time directly “covering” a Swords card that represented strife.  That ‘wand’ seems to have become something of a club to the head!

At 2:00 this morning I awoke (as usual).  I was up the rest of the night (as usual), during which an entire book plan poured through me into a notebook.  It seems this book could write itself (knock wood), or maybe even has already been written (in the higher planes), and my role is to affirm this.  There’s nothing quite as satisfying as a creative act, and my “midnight oil” lit a fine glow on this whole subject.  I grabbed a nap in the dawning hour, while also being overcome with “the energies” again, working their blessed upgrades into my full-spectrum self.  I feel intimately and divinely connected with the Universe when every molecule vibrates like this… activating new levels of life… quite amazing.

There is a greater theme (involving human enslavement in various forms), and a far greater energy coming into expression currently – in the sacred service of dissolving the barriers (the matrix) that have held archaic paradigms of various limitations and barbarisms in place.  Anyone and everyone who steps up and offers themselves to serve the will of God I believe will find themselves enlisted in a “love corps” that will serve to shift the terribly unbalanced, often cruel, distribution of power and resources on this beautiful planet.  I’m not suggesting it will be a Love Fest from the beginning; a mere glance around will tell you, dismantling old structures creates chaos before the gift of the New can take residence and stabilize.  This “corps” (or factions of it, depending on the ‘department’ one serves) will have to deeply penetrate the Dark to comprehensively dismantle it  before scaffolding for greater Light (which is already phasing in, btw) can assume prominence in our reality.  Simply by “deeply” withdrawing attention, investment & belief in its existence contributes to its dissolution!  I feel I have just been through a harrowing ‘battle’ of sorts with a separatist belief and practice that has been manifest in this world throughout history (and prior).  I experienced it to the dramatic extent I did because it is a primary karmic issue to me personally, and that alone signals the likelihood that there’s something for me to contribute to the healing of this story.  Our biggest pain often points us toward our greatest work… pain is intended to inspire us to seek to resolve unhealthy trends regarding how we “do life.”

Returning to this business of my recent odyssey … it can be quite uncomfortable in places, or realms, such as the collective disturbed psyche!  I kept telling myself, this is just all projection… it’s all merely projected (albeit powerful) thoughtforms stuck in the lower, heavier (astral) planes of this world.  At Soul level, we grok that these constructs are the ego’s devices, intended to give the ego power (or at the very least, confirm its validity to itself). But in the end, they just perpetuate fear and separation… keeping wholeness at bay.  I found myself invoking Christ light, over and over.  More exactly… I was calling Christ to awaken more fully in me – summoning what I KNOW is, and always has been, here already, to STEP UP AND DIRECT THIS LIFE.  Lift me above the din (and den) of the embattled ego, to a higher perception of the entire picture here… and impulse me to proceed in the loftiest, most God-empowered way possible, given my inherent skills and gifts.  >>> I’m feeling EXCELLENT today!  And as an added bennie, I lost weight in the process.  I noticed my appearance seemed to have changed… got on a scale, andlo and behold!  I think shedding the weight of old ‘enslaved’ beliefs and replacing them with the expansive Light of the possible can have an enLightening effect on what one’s bones are carrying around.

So, if inspired, I invite you to tune into the Light with which you are imbued (Christ, “photons,” “adamantines,” whatever really invokes the ultimate divine reality to you)* …that part of you that knows All in the hologram of existence… and ask it to ACTIVATE and set fully into motion everything required in your life to move you beyond the barriers, limitations, frequency fences, memes, etcetc, of the OLD MATRIX, the Old World, the Old Confines and Constructs… and STRETCH into the fullest essence of that power – into the divine realm of “miracles” – because you (we) ARE the miracle.  We ARE the Light and Love Everlasting.  So, Lazarus: come forth!  We’ve got things to do.  Afterward, we’ll party with angels and partake of the nectars of the gods, with laurel wreaths upon our heads–now there’s a thoughtform.

* I tend to invoke fewer deities now (usually, not always) because I believe it’s time, seriously, to step up and claim our own innate divinity that has waited patiently in our souls for so very long.  By “Christ” I’m referring to this Light, not a person… though I have nothing but love for Jeshua!

I would never have expected a glimpse into someone’s private erotic “file” to initiate such a journey.  I knew he and I had work to do in this life, but the roles I see now are not what I’d previously imagined.  So, I offer gratitude for this catalyst on my path… it feels I’m being guided to where I might manifest my greatest service.

Blessings to all  ~ Whitehawk

Ace of Wands

Something interesting (to me at least!) happened here this morning, and it seems related to the previous post (Karma, Sex…) so in the spirit of sharing for what it may be worth ‘out there,’ here it is.  As you might imagine, there’s a personal ‘vignette’ rather activated in my life that spurred the last post’s thought-flow on thoughtforms and the karma they tend to weave.

What happened this morning is… I tried a tarot spread re: this situation that is kind of chewing on me currently.  I’m not a particularly skilled tarot reader (the I Ching was my primary tool for many years… then several years ago I decided to try the cards).  I find the process interesting, though far more open to impressions and interpretation than the Ching.  Anyway — this morning’s spread was ‘crowned’ by the card, Ace of Wands.  So the energy represented by the Ace of Wands in that position could be said to be ‘emanating’ throughout the whole picture, or situation.  Then… I come here to complete the Karma, Sex post and I find — plugged in by WordPress as “possibly related” to my material here — a link w/the words, “Ace of Wands.”  This caught my attention, and I clicked, and what follows below is what was on the other end of that link.  All a curious little trip, because the dynamics between males and females are integral to what I’m talking about in the Karma, Sex post.   So now here it is, perhaps there’s something here for all of us, in this universal hologram in which we are all connected (underlines are mine):

Ace of Wands

symbol meaning union

This is the starting point for love. The Ace of Wands represents the new born male and female child. They have not yet met in a meaningful way. The union represented by this card is the union and harmony of the universe itself. The universe exists in harmony even if we can not sense that natural harmony. The world is right and the world is perfect. There is nothing that needs to be changed. We are born into this world in a balanced way.

The male and female experience life very differently. The male regenerates energy by tapping into photon or light energy and the female regenerates her energy by tapping into the atomic and molecular energies of physical matter. From a sexual point of view the male is constantly generating and loosing sperm. The female is born with all the eggs she will carry the rest of her life. These differences are profound in their effect on each of us.  The physical body we are born into determines many of our life experiences.

This difference between the sexes is also a difference in polarity. It attracts the male and female together for an energy exchange and attempts to balance and neutralize the inequalities between each of them. Our souls may be both male and female but our physical bodies are not.

When these two meet it is “Puppy Love”! Each can see the God and Goddess in the other. They don’t really see the real person. In that sense this card represents Spiritual Love.

Ace of Wands

Male experience:

The Ace of Wands symbolizes light/electricity bursting through the barriers of old ideas. Conscious awareness and intuitive awareness are one and the same. Here is the spiritual experience of being at one with God or the Cosmic.

The boy child has the experience of becoming part of all things and finding his true destiny in play and nature.

The limitations of language make this experience indescribable and it can be shared with no one. This is very difficult for him to accept. Especially when he tries to communicate with the opposite sex.

This card symbolizes the life force, the phallus and God in physical form. The spirit of life within us is sacred and holy. Spiritual Light manifests as life energy.

Female experience:

The Ace of Wands symbolizes her union with the spiritual light. She achieves a great understanding in the form of illuminations. She has a strong awareness of being a girl instead of a boy. Instinctively she is aware of the life force in the phallus and of boys being Gods in physical form .

She wonders what it would be like to live forever but no one understands her. Many things remain a secret between God/dess and herself.

She feels small and helpless as she ponders the mighty forces of destiny and the male dominated world.

Hmmm…