Ascension Commotion & Coded Light Quanta

Aiyeeee ~ What a TIME lately!

We’ve known it’s been building for decades, but to actually experience it playing out in real time at ground level is a whole other matter, isn’t it.

I suspect many who come by this little cybernest  have been feeling quite shaken up in recent weeks, with all the news of small fragile animals spontaneously dying off  by the millions around the globe (birds & fish most notably, currently… the little ones most directly dependent upon the environmental flows & currents in which they exit).

Add to this further signs of Change coming from all corners: water flooding, lava flowing, land shaking, and socioeconomic systems imploding hither and yon… and it is friggin intense for any sentient being; not JUST humans. Please check the animals around you; can you lend more than your usual degree of care to them now? They are certainly feeling it; they are wayyy more plugged in telepathically/vibrationally than most humans.

(Incidentally, you might consider framing this mass die-off as these little beings’ transitioning — or graduating — from this troubled plane; it can take the edge off our pained 3D, “physical life is all that matters” perceptions. Thank them for their time with us… )

It is sobering indeed, and to add to the emotional disturbance of such massive endings, it’s unclear how much of this is caused by natural planetary shifts of the poles (in progress) and the resulting magnetic recalibrations and restructurings of a system that has “held our reality in place” for millennia… vs. the manipulation of events by a tier of unimaginably self-serving elitists who are wreaking havoc on it ALL with unrelenting abuse of HAARP technology.

This component truly adds flaming insult to hemorrhaging injury. Yet it apparently has its place in the Great Scheme, as such horrific uses of power force one to “choose sides,” doesn’t it! I would venture to say, those who ‘get off’ on power plays this huge and horrific will not be graduating from the karmic wheel of 3D/polarized/lesson-drenched incarnations as will those who are committed to serving the Oneness/Light in this epoch. I’ll even add that on some level they know this and have chosen this path. They are the dark catalyzers for the Light to repel from to mooove onward and upward. It’s almost over. Yaye. (erf!)

It can all be very stressful and I for one crashed a few days into this new year under the weight of it. Maybe you too have felt overwhelmed by all that is happening now. We are in the challenging position of having to experience all these heretofore unimaginable blows to our world which we’ve been assigned to “steward” …  suffer in the heavy awareness of it all …  assimilate …  re-establish our personal balance … and get back up in the saddle in repeated (endless?!) acts of HEROISM.

This is huge stuff we are going through, and we will see a lot more before things settle into the risen frequencies that will be the Ultimate Reward.

If I sound bleak in this message, please continue reading, because I’d never leave you to hang in despairing energy.

Remember some of my recent messages about “Torrents of Miracles” coming in so intensely, it won’t feel “miraculous” but actually rather difficult as reality re-structures in what feels like a slew of bombardments? I also touched upon structural reconfigs in the Morphing Lattice post among numerous others over the years… and have offered numerous posts about the “new light energy” (photon ‘fizzies’ etc) coming on strong, as well. Worth revisiting, if I may say :)

It’s all happening now and will continue even MORE SO as 2011 unfolds. You may have heard that, this March, the Mayan calendar enters its final ‘lap’ prior to the Big Show 2012 alignment (which some scholars have determined is actually exact THIS OCTOBER, and NOT 15 months later).

Imagine time “speeding up” as we travel ever-deeper into the center of the Spiral of Time as we’ve known it, before finally, after many thousands of years’ travel, hitting No Time (ie: into the Now; the center point; the end of linearity, polarity etc… into the Presence, the Flow, the condition of perpetual “SynchroDestiny” to borrow a phrase coined by Deepak Chopra). This “end of time” as mapped out by the Mayans — who seem to have come from the future, btw, to provide this meticulous and complex calendar of theirs for us — does not mean the End of the World.

It does, in my view, point to the end of humanity on the 3rd density. Which is more than ok actually… as this is the density of struggle, strife, conflict and rather unevolved consciousness in misguided efforts to keep our physicality “alive.” We are FAR MORE alive higher up the bandwidth… don’t be fooled by appearances! ;)

Once we are fully immersed in this New Earth — in the non-linear Now — we will experience the opposite of struggle. We will be manifesting according to our “vibrational signature” in spades. We are transiting the technological age (which has provided great training wheels, btw, and will continue to evolve, but in ways that serve life in the new energies) and entering the age of Energetics – OUR energetics, as they constantly and infinitely interact with the energetics of the ascended field which will be our new Context.

We’ll have a period of adjustment, to be sure, as we adapt to navigation in this new dimensional arena, but think of it as becoming a master lucid dreamer! In the dream state, we can change events in a moment because it is all occurring in the subtle energetic realms, not the ‘gross’ or dense physical.

Seems I could go on for days with this post. :-} I don’t want to wear you out to the degree that you forego the stunning message I’ve attached to this transmission! It is a highly sophisticated power-packet for you to TAKE IN and READ REPEATEDLY, because this is key information for us to understand and keep in mind while we continue carrying our flags thru the muck for a little bit longer.

Before I sign off and make way for the following, I want to remind and encourage you to — EACH DAY — in the theatre of your magnificent mind, DESIGN the coming day around who you ARE. Your exquisite beingness. This is the most important habit to acquire and nurture that you can do.

Your soul sent its precious aspect — YOU — into this particular playing field for a significant and rare experience. Cherish and respect all that you are. Remember your Light, and as often as possible (but absolutely in the morning)… sit in a peaceful, photon-filled bubble… tune out the chaos of events around you… and create for yourself a full-sensory visionary experience of how you INTEND this portion of your journey to play out.

Your personal light is linked to ALL LIGHT, and adds to the healing vibe of this world. Never underestimate what you contribute to the All. Peace & Love… Whitehawk

PS: KEEP READING! Big juice follows. :)


The Nature of Angelics & Light

Lord Metatron via James Tyberonn

Greetings! I am Metatron, Lord of Light! We encompass each of you in a vector and field of Unconditional Love within coded light. We nurture you, we honor each of you. We know you by heart, by tone, by name. It has always been so !

METATRONIC CUBEAnd so we speak on the nature of Light and of the Angelic Beings of Light.

Currently humanity is entering an expansive stage of extra and intra dimensional access. This is due in no small part to the galactic positioning of the Earth at this time that mankind refers to as the Ascension.

The Earth, and the Milky Way Galaxy as we have shared in earlier assays, has entered an extreme illumination cycle, a ‘no-spin zone’ which casts no shadows. Its effusive influence is that cognition is placed in first position, an extreme thinning of the veil, so to speak. A magnification of dimensional reality-overlap is now overseen by cosmic forces that are unique to the present planetary Ascension.

Misconceptions are being cleared away, as Humanity’s Myths of Cosmology evaporate into mist. It is a time to ‘get real’, in your vernacular. It is the era of undiluted Truth. You are uncovering knowledge that is already within you, for humanity is a species with amnesia. Time to awaken, time to remember. And that is indeed, Illumination, and Illumination, Dear One, is all about Light… Crystalline Coherent Light. And we tell you in sincerity, you are all at source, amazing Beings of Divine Light.

The Coded Nature of Light

The Earth is diversely luminous, receiving and disseminating light in a variety of unique frequencies, formats and bandwidths, each offering its own benefits and qualities. Light contains information, codes and colors in its spectrum of varied oscillations which support the Earth and indeed, Humanity.

While the sun of your solar system is the primary source of light received on the earth, it is important to note that it is by no means the only source. Other sources include the Great Central Sun, stars, white-holes, and ‘Light Beings’. In a valid manner of speaking Light Beings, those far beyond your scope of Angels, provide a light that is unimaginable to you. We add the caveat that all light from all sources have a natural filtering matrix and dimensional spectral distribution.

Most humans are only able to ‘physically’ perceive quanta of light that occurs in the ‘visible range’ of the light spectrum. You are aware that humans require sun light to sustain healthy physical bodies, yet we tell you that the beings that live in the ‘inner earth’ also receive light as a necessary nutrient. (We offer an angelic wink as we give a wry notification that many of the planets in your particular corner of the Cosmos, including the earth have  more advanced  ‘humanesque’  life-forms internally than on the surface.)

So what is the source of their sustaining light?  It is a polychromatic light emitted from the crystalline core of the earth, well above the ‘visible’ range.

Polychromatic ‘Whole-White’ Light works directly with the 12 chakras of the Mer-Ka-Na. It is pristine and complete, containing all frequencies, all spectra, all creation codes in both wave and particle format. Sunlight does not. You will in time inhabit the ‘Inner Earth’.

The 2012 completion of the Crystalline Grid will bring changes to the way the earth and mankind will receive light. The 144-Grid will begin over the next two to three centuries to influence the direction of light waves. It will have the capacity to attract, refract and disseminate light  from one dimensional medium into another. The wave velocities received will be different from the velocities refracted. It will be capable of singular and double refraction. It will be capable of refining polychromatic light into singularly coherent factions and coherent light polychromatic. New forms of light in crystalline and nonpolar morphous will be emitted. The grid itself will breathe, and that respiration will enact even more complex geometries beyond the double penta-dodecahedron of the 144.

The physical matrix of humanity will symbiotically evolve, as a direct result, into formats that embed and spawn greater abilities to retain morphic coded light. The body will become a source of light appearing semi-translucent, less fixed in density, mass  and gravity. Humans will physically evolve from carbon based life  to silicon base.  It is crystalline  Illumination, for silicon is unique in its crystalline symbiosis to light itself.

A New Sun

Your sun is changing. It has been a conditional sun, in aspect to the Earth. It has played an unperceived role in the duality aspect of planet earth since the fall of the firmament. When the new 144-Crystalline Grid completes in 2012, it will begin to create the seeds of the New Firmament. This will in kind allow for the sun to provide ‘Unconditional Light’. The very manner in which humanity absorb light will up shift as will the ability to perceive above the current visible spectrum limitations.

The Crystalline Transition of the Earth is the base source of the planetary Ascension. It offers greater light, more complex light to humanity. Accordingly, a greater aspect of light is becoming available to humanity, and light removes shadow, and offers greater understandings. The Angelic Realm is an enormous part of your expanded awareness in the Ascension.

The Angelic Realm

Dear Ones, the state of ‘Enlightenment’ is just that, it is Beingness within Light… Integral Coherent Crystalline Light. The Ascension is around the Crystalline transition of the planet Earth. In kind this crystalline transition makes available not only greater access to higher dimension, but also the shift of humanity into Mer-Ka-Na, Crystalline Light Body. The Mer-Ka-Na is able to absorb more light, you see, and thus allows you to carry greater energy as you become capable of interfacing more synergistically into crystalline dimension and the Angelic Realm.

The Angelic Kingdom is greatly misunderstood in certain aspects of its nature and core purpose.

Angels are indeed ‘Messengers of God’. But what does that mean?

Angels are Multidimensional Beings of Light that serve a far greater function than guardianship and bearings of messages. We will attempt to review the greater aspect of Angels, but before we do, we will tell you that as Beings of Light, Angels are conscious Beings of the Divine Essence of the key frequency for assisting humanity evolve…and that is Love. We add the caveat, that Love is a frequency far more complex and much much higher than the just the emotional feeling you think of as love. LOVE is a complex science.

As we have told you previously the highest form of Love is ‘Unconditional Love’. And whilst Unconditional Love can be sought from the stance of the 3rd dimension, it can only be grasped from the level of the 5th dimension. That is because Unconditional Love is integral, and the 3rd dimension is a conditional (not unconditional) plane.  Those of you who achieve the initial aspects of Unconditional Love, only do so on the level of the fifth dimension, you see.

Angels as Place Holders of Physics

You think of Angels as nurturing guardians, messengers of ‘God’. We are that and more. Most of you will agree Angels are ‘Beings of Light’. In the latter definition you encompass a Truth that is vastly more far reaching than the initial description. Beings of Light, Angels, are the place holders of the Laws of Physics, conscious in scopes you cannot even imagine.

Angels have a reciprocal nature and aspect in dimensional Light, meaning that Angelics exist within the field of antimatter in Fractal Light and fold inward into physical realms in Geometric Light. In so doing they are core energetic holders that consciously hold the special laws of dimensions intact.

Angels are without form, occupy no physical space, in your terms, we have no mass. We are Divine Thought and intact in manifestation. We are ‘tonal’ and have a spectrum of frequency at our disposal. That frequency is LOVE.

We  tell you that there is both a plural and singular aspect within the Angelic Realm. And while it may seem paradoxical, even the ‘singular’ aspect of Archangels is plural in consciousness content. Accordingly individual names humanity assigns to Archangels are more to do with humanities limited concept of Angelic attributes than to an individual Beingness. You interpret Angelics and Light Beings as having ‘personalities’. In  Truth we are reflections of attributes of the most powerful energy in the Cosmos, and that is LOVE. Yet our essence is received and interpreted to humanity in duality as having attributes you logically consider to be individual personalities. We are  Divine Mind with loving nurturing aspect, devoid of ego, devoid of what you term negative emotion. We support, we hold energy in place, and do so as a fundamental purpose. Love is our foundation.

Symbiotic Levels of Hierarchy

I, Metatron exist on two separate but symbiotic  levels, the most familiar and accessible to humanity is as Archangel Metatron, yet on the higher level, I exist as Metatron ,Lord of Light, but even this analogy cannot encompass or define my nature, and is only capable of doing so in aspectual terms.

As ‘Lord of Light, I am a generator of the base units of realities, and universes. This level is devoid of what you would term personality. It is analogous to an engine, a divine conscious computer, of energy intensites beyond the gamma, illumination unimaginable to you. And there are levels well beyond me.

As Archangel Metatron, I nurture life.

I communicate with the channel Tyberonn not in words, but in light code ‘packets’. He receives this communication by pre-earth agreement. A ‘contract’, if you will of service for these times. In higher aspect Tyberonn is originally Pleiadean, and a member of the Cosmic Council of Light. We have had service together in other sojourns and dimensions. These codes are emitted from my higher aspect, transduced on the Archangelic level, and  received in his higher self, intact for interpretation and transcription.

It can be said that on the higher aspect, I contain the plurality source, generate and emit the geometric frequencial consciousness codes of all that are transduced into the Angelic Realm of Light. As such there is both a hierarchal and non hierarchal aspect of the Angelic Realm, that is self determined by conscious crysto-light and light physics. It can be said that the Light-Beings of the Angelic Realm, in Metatronic terms are conscious units of ‘Source Divine Thought’ and Beyond-Thought that create Light and ‘Beyond Light’.

The Angelics of the Metatronic Realm generate and embellish Coded-Light. Such light  intermelds matter, antimatter, time and space. This is obviously not a conceptual view of Angelic function  that is held by the masses of humanity, much less understood. However, in this context lies the glue that irrevocably adheres the sacred scientific to the sacred spiritual aspect of reality that forms the integral unified circle key to humanities evolving beyond duality.

Indeed in the present era of Ascension, you are evolving in ability to absorb greater light, and light is TRUTH, Universal Cosmic Truth of All That Is. The enigma that has obstructed full unity of humanities consciousness in duality, especially in your present, is that science has omitted the sacred and the spiritual has excluded the scientific.

It may then surprise some of you to know that there are Hierachies of Angelics dedicated in functional purpose to what you may term as Keepers of Physics. In that role as conscious constructs of  ‘Laws of Physics’ that enable dimensional realities. And we realize that the idea of angels being scientists and engineers will confuse most of you. We are smiling!

We tell you that the new metaphysicians, the new ‘Light-workers’, and Earth-Keepers, in your vernacular, are the scientists. Indeed those you refer to as the ‘Crystal Children’ are the ‘sacred-savant’  scientists that will in the next generations complete the circle of understanding and join the spiritual with the scientific. They will not be religious in the traditional sense, but we tell you, humanity will come closer to understanding ‘God’ through science than through religion. It is the missing piece of the puzzle.

Coming Full Circle

None of your present major religions offer the ‘full circle’, the complete truth on the veritable nature of your reality. Each hold a piece, but are riddled with inaccurate insertions. None even acknowledge the obvious premise of humanities  true ‘extra terrestrial’ heritage. Most speak in skewed metaphor. Many seek control through archaic fear and reinforce mental programming that obstructs avenues of self empowerment by instilling the concept of original sin and fires of hell and damnation.

All of Humanity are Beings of Light, powerful spiritual consciousness, that are sparks of the Divine. The difference between Humanity and Angels is that Humans are an aspect of the Divine that evolves back into God expansion plurality having chosen to experience free will and relearn creation through that magnanimous lens.

Angels ARE, exquisitely and splendidly ARE, and always have been ‘Keepers of Light’ place holders of this space and non-space of the eternal expanding ‘NOW’ of Alpha and Omega. .

Supreme Gestalt

We will also tell you that the religious teaching of ‘Fallen Angels’ is also a fear-based inaccuracy. There is indeed a ‘Conscious Keeper’ of the specific Law of Physics that enables polarity/duality, which is the force that enables the ‘University of Earth’. And within that school of the duality causal plane, humanity is able to master the responsibility of creative forces.

There are no evil or fallen Angels! Period.

There is no vengeful God in the heavens. There are no Angels to fear.  Instead, it’s a magnificent family partner with a hand out.

It is indeed a skewed, archaic misunderstood analogy of the duality force. The only demons, the only evil that exists in duality planes are those created by inaccurate  thought in the learning process of ‘free-will’. There are no ‘fallen angels’. How could a Being of Light created by Divine Source  divert from what it is?  Angels, do not have ‘free-will’ in your terms. Rather they have Divine Will.

The Supreme Gestalt of ‘All That Is’  is the  substance of the reality that underlies all appearances and manifestations that are called Life, including matter, anti-matter, non-matter, energy and non-energy, thought and the absence of thought. And we tell you, there is that which exists even beyond this.

You may not fully comprehend this axiom from your duality perspective , or perhaps do not feel that this is within your field of conception, yet  I would tell you otherwise. But it is your discernment, ever, that must be honored in order to expand as you grow into greater awareness of your God Self.

Humanities Angelics Images

Although humanity assigns gendered names to Archangels, the Angelic Realm is androgynous, in your terms, neither male or female. Because you consider certain attributes of LOVE, such as nurturing and compassion as feminine, and attributes such as strength to be masculine, you give gender to Angelics. Gender only exist in polarity. Wee are far above polarity. We are integral. The Beings of Light that are of the Angelic Realm are plural/multi-dimensional forms of integral conscious energy. Our plurality consciousness is the reason we do not refer to our selves or relate our messages to you in the ‘ I ‘ of singular pronoun. Yet in seeming paradox, we are also singular in unification.

Humans tend to create images of Angels that are responsible to some degree for the misconceptions around their true nature. Your paintings and murals depict either muscular male figures, females with feathered wings, or a host of miniature cherubs. Angels are neither male nor female in their Beingness. Gender is an aspect of polarity/duality. And of course Angels do not have wings, feathers or even the grandiose humanesque forms.. We are by no means offended by such images, these are simply artist’s mental images that replicate and reinforce some of the misconceptions.

Many of your religious texts and scriptures tell you that ‘God’ created mankind in ‘his’  own image. You even see ‘God’ as a patriarchal male with a humanesque body.

It is the same mental thought process that logically images Angels as having human form.

Such celestial images powerfully influence your thoughts and emotions, and thus it is natural that you create understandable images to facilitate your interfacing with the Divine.

There are myriad life forms of Divine Intelligence in the Cosmos that have ‘bodies’ vastly different from the forms you have on earth. These are also created in ‘Gods’ Image. And so understand the image of God that is life, is conscious light, is LOVE.

Throughout the eons, humanity has tended to consider Ascended Masters, Spiritual Teachers, Group Councils, Deities and benevolent Extra Terrestrials as Angels. They are not.

The Cosmic Council of Light, Ascended Masters, the Sirian-Pleiadean Alliance, are unified  entities  that operate generally in Councils. These   are representative and advisory disciplines that express tenets, principles, theories and beliefs associated with a body of knowledge. The Cosmic Council of Light is composed primarily of highly advanced beings that have experienced and completed the lessons of physical duality, and have chosen to empathically assist humanity. Likewise many of the Sirian-Pleiadean Alliance has experienced life on earth.

Discernment is Key

Think NOT that we desire to forcefully impose or have you change your chosen stance on God, religion or the nature of your own being. Your beliefs, values and chosen opinions are sacred  steps of your free-will and are fully endorsed by the ‘All That Is’, of which you are a Divine Aspect.

The mode and manner, the expediency and format of your evolution is your own creation, and that is by individual design. There can be no other way to complete the University of Earth. It is not the role of the Angelic, nor the Ascended Masters Councils to make choices for you, we are holders of information that you may utilize, refashion, reject or accept. It is your choice, and we tell you that each of you will graduate in time. Love is ever the key, and cause and effect are great and greater teachers that all of you will learn from. Experiencing duality and learning Mastery in route, is why you entered the course.

Closing:

Masters, a beautiful completion is occurring on the Earth. It is a sacred event that all of you have co created. It is time that you illuminate to the great and greater aspect that has always been within you. The dreamer is awakening. The expansion of Light is the expansion of Truth, of Understanding and is the doorway to the return home. Like the Angels, you are Beings of Light.

As yet, most of you have no idea how important you are, and how the evolution that you have created in your selves has expanded the Cosmos.

Before we complete, we ask you to do something very special. Take a moment, and direct your energy to feel the energy of Light, of Angels.

Feel us.

Be absorbed in this angelic countenance of peace and well being. It is a moment of solace, is it not? It is the energy of Source, of home,  of Light,  of Love. It is Angelic, and you Dear Ones are feeling the frequency of our nature…of your source nature in Angelic Beingness of Sacred Light. It is nice isn’t it ?

Every Enlightened Being who has walked the Earth in final Mastery, exuded an energy that feels a lot like what you just felt. People were attracted to them, loved them. All life responded, blossomed in their presence. They created joy, effortlessly, because that is the energy of LIGHT… and Dear Ones, you are human angels, and can and will evolve in kind as you return home.

And in that sacred path, we of the Angelic Realm honor you. We await you, and promise to leave the lights on for your serendipitous return.

I Am Metatron and I share with you these Truths. You are Beloved.

And so it is…

http://www.earth-keepers.com

Ace of Wands

Something interesting (to me at least!) happened here this morning, and it seems related to the previous post (Karma, Sex…) so in the spirit of sharing for what it may be worth ‘out there,’ here it is.  As you might imagine, there’s a personal ‘vignette’ rather activated in my life that spurred the last post’s thought-flow on thoughtforms and the karma they tend to weave.

What happened this morning is… I tried a tarot spread re: this situation that is kind of chewing on me currently.  I’m not a particularly skilled tarot reader (the I Ching was my primary tool for many years… then several years ago I decided to try the cards).  I find the process interesting, though far more open to impressions and interpretation than the Ching.  Anyway — this morning’s spread was ‘crowned’ by the card, Ace of Wands.  So the energy represented by the Ace of Wands in that position could be said to be ‘emanating’ throughout the whole picture, or situation.  Then… I come here to complete the Karma, Sex post and I find — plugged in by WordPress as “possibly related” to my material here — a link w/the words, “Ace of Wands.”  This caught my attention, and I clicked, and what follows below is what was on the other end of that link.  All a curious little trip, because the dynamics between males and females are integral to what I’m talking about in the Karma, Sex post.   So now here it is, perhaps there’s something here for all of us, in this universal hologram in which we are all connected (underlines are mine):

Ace of Wands

symbol meaning union

This is the starting point for love. The Ace of Wands represents the new born male and female child. They have not yet met in a meaningful way. The union represented by this card is the union and harmony of the universe itself. The universe exists in harmony even if we can not sense that natural harmony. The world is right and the world is perfect. There is nothing that needs to be changed. We are born into this world in a balanced way.

The male and female experience life very differently. The male regenerates energy by tapping into photon or light energy and the female regenerates her energy by tapping into the atomic and molecular energies of physical matter. From a sexual point of view the male is constantly generating and loosing sperm. The female is born with all the eggs she will carry the rest of her life. These differences are profound in their effect on each of us.  The physical body we are born into determines many of our life experiences.

This difference between the sexes is also a difference in polarity. It attracts the male and female together for an energy exchange and attempts to balance and neutralize the inequalities between each of them. Our souls may be both male and female but our physical bodies are not.

When these two meet it is “Puppy Love”! Each can see the God and Goddess in the other. They don’t really see the real person. In that sense this card represents Spiritual Love.

Ace of Wands

Male experience:

The Ace of Wands symbolizes light/electricity bursting through the barriers of old ideas. Conscious awareness and intuitive awareness are one and the same. Here is the spiritual experience of being at one with God or the Cosmic.

The boy child has the experience of becoming part of all things and finding his true destiny in play and nature.

The limitations of language make this experience indescribable and it can be shared with no one. This is very difficult for him to accept. Especially when he tries to communicate with the opposite sex.

This card symbolizes the life force, the phallus and God in physical form. The spirit of life within us is sacred and holy. Spiritual Light manifests as life energy.

Female experience:

The Ace of Wands symbolizes her union with the spiritual light. She achieves a great understanding in the form of illuminations. She has a strong awareness of being a girl instead of a boy. Instinctively she is aware of the life force in the phallus and of boys being Gods in physical form .

She wonders what it would be like to live forever but no one understands her. Many things remain a secret between God/dess and herself.

She feels small and helpless as she ponders the mighty forces of destiny and the male dominated world.

Hmmm…

Rush to August Rush

Hi All,

I saw a film over the weekend on DVD that I can’t get out of my mind (or, heart).  It’s called August Rush, and it would never have even blipped across my radar had someone not alerted me to it, for which I am so grateful!  Because it is rare to find a story, cast, overall cinematic ambience, etc. etc., that is as touching, moving, and inspiring as is this art-on-disc.  It’s a gift for the whole family, about a musical prodigy who ‘escapes’ the home for boys he grew up in, and enters into a magnificent, victorious hero’s journey adventure in New York.  

When it ended, I played the last scene several more times (moved to tears each time, I kid you not), Continue reading