2012, Kundalini, and Spontaneous Evolution: Intro

I considered calling this post “Fear of Exposure,” because what I want to discuss may strike some as heretical. I haven’t even included it in the blog’s “About” page (yet), out of concerns re: outing myself on this matter — even though it has evolved, over recent years, into a front-burner theme of my life’s journey. Moreover, I see it as a matter of increasing relevance to a swelling, rising tide of souls who are realizing something big (and highly unusual) is happening, within their own body/mind/spirits as well as in the world at large (because outside and inside are One). And they may have no idea what this phenom is… yet. Perhaps you are one who’s beginning to tune into it, and wondering.  Wondering. Or maybe you’ve been “in it” long enough to have connected some dots and are now seeking community with others on the same wavelength.

So I’m gearing up to tell my story, posting it in bits and pieces, starting here on this blog and — the intention is — to be continued soon on a website dedicated to stories, community, media, resources, and events that explore this theme in depth. My hope is that by stepping up in this way, others may become aware of what might be happening with them, and how it all ties in to a much bigger — galactic, in fact — evolutionary story.  I feel that to a large degree, who I am and what I’m here for involves being of service and support in this very particular form of spiritual emergence and Earthly evolution.

My part of this amazing tale began several years ago, although the epic itself has been scripted for centuries, even millennia. It’s about a quantum leap in the evolution of a planet, and all who live upon it, that is said to be reaching its climax around the year 2012.  As ancient prophecies predict — and as events currently unfolding seem to be verifying — the time of this quantum shift is upon us.  Its mind-bending “delivery system” is a vast intergalactic river of a previously unknown (to us) form of energy that our solar system (indeed, our galaxy) is now encountering, as it wends its spiraling path through the cosmos. This energy seems to be penetrating the sun (whose properties have been changing), then radiating to and through the earth (and the rest of our solar system) to its core, and finally emanating back out to the surface, initiating ripples of changes the likes of which we’ve never seen before.  Not even remotely.

What’s more, when this energy comes in contact with us, our energy bodies (or light bodies) are being “set off” and amped up in ways that profoundly affect us — physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. People’s kundalini, an ultra-potent form of life force also known as the energy of transformation, is on the rise in huge numbers; and I believe these numbers are increasing exponentially by the day. And kundalini — if one isn’t already a yogic adept when this begins (as few westerners are) — manifests a daunting, often overwhelming array of symptoms swinging between  luminous/ miraculous revelations one day, to physical and/or emotional agony the next, and a thousand unimaginably weird variations of episodes in between, often over a course of years as kundalini wends its way through a life, burning out lifetimes of karma that has been embedded in every level (physical and energetic) over eons.

You see, the purpose of kundalini is to bring us to a state of clarity, in every sense of the word.  Clarity about who we really are in the soular sense  (as opposed to merely what we see through the personality’s lens, here at “street level”), and clarity also in the physical vehicle we are embodying in this incarnation.  In other words, clear, radiant, love-flowing life and health, personally and transpersonally, clearing all the petty muck that has accumulated on all levels.  Kundalini’s role is to get us there, and the “cleansing” can be formidable, depending on how much one’s entire, wholistic being  has been encumbered by the weight of karmic debris and bondage.  This debris is anything and everything that’s not “of light” (consider every negative thought or feeling, spanning all of one’s incarnations over time, as well as all results of those states in the physical world — and you might begin to grok the scope of kundalini’s “project” of reconciling it all to help one “ascend” to a higher more refined spiritual state). This process, which is integral to this big evolutionary leap I’m talking about, is so vast, so profound… words fail.  Maybe you can appreciate why this is so challenging to even begin to talk about — it’s like trying to create encyclopedias, road maps, user’s guides, and flow charts of infinity itself, including all its infinitessimally particulate parts!

This is a massive, life-altering experience, and in the west a kundalini activation — also known as spiritual emergence (or emergency) — can easily be mistaken for psychoses, hypochondria, and/or myriad mysterious illnesses. I have notebooks full of accounts of my years of negotiating the formidable energies of kundalini, culminating in an unprecedented experience of blissful, buoyant Oneness (or realization of the unity of all) that lasted several weeks. This was a state of consciousness light years beyond anything I’ve ever approximated or imagined as even existing before; literally an immersion experience of heaven on earth.

Then — I plummeted back “here,” to ordinary awareness, which was truly harsh after I’d been living in such an exalted state.  The gift of this experience, I believe, is that I’ve been given a sense of the goal, or destination, or point of what is unfolding now.  I have new perspective.  I’ve had a glimpse, and now believe the purpose of all I’ve been through since the millennium turned is to be able to offer support to others, and also assurance (for myself as well during times of doubt) that there is More Than This, and it’s worth the trials and travails we encounter here to return There, the Source from where we originated in the Beginning.

Still, to take this first step to blog on the subject has been a long time coming, and I can’t help but feel some trepidation. But here I am, beginning. I do hope it serves a few souls who pass this way.  I’ll be very interested to hear from any who relate to this blog.

These energies that are pouring forth via this “gush” from the galactic center, which is now thought to be the “birth canal” through which our solar system was born (and btw — this mysterious galactic river of light, known as the photon belt, has been under observation by NASA for decades), will be triggering kundalini far and wide in individuals who may have never even heard the term before, or even may have had little interest in spirituality in general.  Empathic people are experiencing “activation” long before hardcore empiricists.  They’ll likely feel they are losing control of their lives, as kundalini takes over at the wheel. They’ll find themselves seeing, perceiving, and experiencing life (and themselves) in ways totally alien to anything they’ve known.  They will be frightened — which is to be expected when reality morphs.  This entire event is nothing less than a massive reality shift.

In my view, the more info made available by those of us who have been already through this — or at least a few stages of it — the greater the chances that coming “waves” can find resources that will serve them in this era of the quantum leap — of spontaneous evolution.   This leap is happening not only “out there in the world” in a still predominantly perceived theoretical (or to some, heretical) sense, but IN HERE, in these very “bodies we wear,” while we’re wearing them.  Amazing revelations — great revealings — are percolating up through the cellular depths of our very being.

There is so much to share with you about all of this and more.  It’s tragic that religious dogmas have so alienated humans from the big picture… which in turn keeps us “caged” as little egos to be controlled instead of infinite Souls expressing Infinite Light.  The world cries for the LIGHT.

The rabbit hole goes deep and wends far. This is the first post of a series; more to come.


Running errands in urban traffic the other day, slowed by rain, and feeling squeezed from every conceivable direction in my life, a red light provided me the happy synchronicity of pulling up behind a car with a message for me on its license plate: DNT GV UP.  How often are vanity plates used to offer encouraging messages?  Nice dharma.  I telepathed a nod of gratitude to the driver and reflected… 

Sometimes life’s stoplights present auspicious opps to re-sculpt the (perhaps jagged) shape of our experience in that moment, allowing it to then glide the next moment into a fresh (and improved) flow.

Snow in the Dish

Where I live, the new year brought a blanket of fresh snow — a fitting metaphor for a clean slate, a new beginning. January 1st offered the sweet scene of neighborhood kids sledding down the toboggan hill in the park. Brightly colored sleds, hats and snowsuits sailing downhill accompanied by joyful sounds and bounding dogs triggered a nostalgic return to innocence that lifted my soul.

At home, out my back door, I noticed that the dish I fill with food for the local wildlife (as wild as it gets in the city) was piled high with snow. Then, within minutes, I received email from a friend on a research mission, trying to connect with an informed source in Colorado, from whom she had yet to receive a response. “He may just have snow in his dish,” she said, refering to the satellite dish he uses for internet connection.

Hard to miss “snow in the dish” coming up twice in such short order. I pondered how much snow many of us likely have in our receiver, perceiver and/or sender mechanisms: frozen thought forms, emotions, and even outdated ideas of who we are in the scheme of things, keeping us frozen in our tracks when we dearly wish or need to move forward.

We’ve crossed a threshold on the calendar; what better time to pour a catalytic stream of liquid Light into frozen old consciousness, and cross a pivotal threshold in life? It’s never too late to recreate. The past is gone, and what’s ours to do now is to create luminous thoughtforms of how we want our lives to be, and then step into those thoughtforms and feel how it will feel to actually live that scenario. Flesh it out as much as possible (no scrimping on the crucial emotional component), then release it to set up an energetic that the “universe will conspire” to fulfill by way of inspiration for your next step, or “chance encounters” with helpful people, and the like. Caveat: any conflicting thoughts that may subsequently arise need to be canceled and replaced with the desire again, asap, or they’ll just reduce the established line of magnetic attraction to static. Not helpful.

This is strategic synchronicity skill-building 101.

Such ideas are likely well known to the readership of this blog, but some might be served by a reminder as I was, while pondering this snowy vignette. (Besides, it’s been quiet around here lately!) A microwave dish full of snow blocks useful communications, and a plate full of snow leaves no room for fresh sustenance. Could be time to do some dishes.

Wishing you a blessed, delightful, abundant new year ~