To Be or Not To Be in the Matrix

579678_10151354458099678_1627270818_nWow: I’ve been having a day that feels particularly surreal. It’s not about any events during the day; just a rather pressing sense that it’s all a virtual reality so tissue-thin, the ruse could just drop at any moment. Anyone else feeling/perceiving something “different” lately? I mean literally as tho the lights are about to come on and then everyone exits the theater – show’s over? Don’t know how else to say it.

I’m wondering if something really big is on the brink of happening. Or is it just that I’m perceiving differently at the moment?

THEN, just now, I read this interesting post by someone I wasn’t aware of til now… a woman who’s been running a site called She’s in Hawaiii apparently. Anyway… please read what she says here.  Her conversations with Ja’li stuff resonates for me; I really relate to it. I’m wondering if you might, as well.

Much love oxo W

Love Is Always The Answer

by Gesanna from Contact2Ascension – Update on Changes – 7-2-14

Aloha!…  A few days ago, on the 24th, I asked the Council for clarity regarding, what’s next?

I asked out of curiosity because I was picking up a sense of some kind of change with the Contact To Ascension work I had been doing. So many things seemed to be transforming very quickly. Little did I know what the response to my question would be, nor the extent to which it would take me.

The one who responded to me was Mr. Jolly (spelled Mr. Ja’li on the Contact To Ascension website). He always seemed to be a quiet, reserved observer of the Council more than an active participating member of it. I was about to find out why… he is an Awakened One.

First of all, Mr. Jolly respond by reminding me that the work I was doing with the Contact To Ascension effort was not all that there is;  that due to my lifelong fascination with all-things-extraterrestrial and all-things-extradimensional I had forgotten about another layer of  action that has been transpiring.

I will simply say that my C2A work seemed to have “run its course”. Like the hermit tarot card, I was, via the Council, to lead people into further clarity about ETs, Ascended Beings, ascension and contact, and ‘stimulating’ them into pursuing preparations for contact personally and as local groups around the world. That’s what I did.

Evidently, my C2A work had reached a point where it could take off on its own well enough, because that’s when the choice for engaging a new focus downloaded. I know that I wouldn’t have been given the choice were the timing not appropriate for it.

Mr. Jolly was there to remind me about it.

Contemplating what he was ‘showing’ me, I was presented with a choice to continue doing my Contact To Ascension work, or go beyond it to the next level. Whichever I chose to focus on was entirely up to me, of course, he indicated.

The thing about this choice is that a clear-cut decision had to be made one way or another. I could not do both simultaneously due to the nature and goal of the new focus that would render the C2A work a moot point. That is not expressed as some kind of sarcastic remark, but literally speaking with regard to pursuing this new focus, the matter of all-things-extraterrestrial/extradimensional is rendered moot.

For the next 3 days I meditated and conversed with Mr. Jolly on the choice presented to me.

I reasoned that if I chose to put aside my C2A work then that would essentially end it all right then and there, leaving a lot of people perplexed and perhaps unhappy in the process, due to the developments that I had been a part of.

Mr. Jolly assured me, “Enough information regarding contact and ascension has been imparted by the Council so as to expand these matters much farther along than they had originally been. There is enough information disseminated for people to use as platforms for jumping off into greater awareness by going within for further clarity.”

He told me, “It is never good to cause people to become dependent upon external sources of information through prophets and oracles by offering them too much for too long. What you have already given them is more than a good start.”

He commended me for performing the job well.

Still, I felt uneasy just ‘dumping’ the whole thing and ‘running’, as if the job, though well done, was not completed.

Mr. Jolly wisely advised me, “That job will never be done. It is a never-ending story. You could work on it the rest of your life and still it would never be completed.”

“The trick,” he said, “is to never make such endeavors a lifetime project but to recognize when it is time to move on to one’s next mission.

“You are an energy trailblazer. With the sword of clarity burning into knowledge and truth you blaze a trail ahead for others to tread upon as they make their way to their next ‘destiny-stopover’. As such, it is then up to them to walk that path or not. It is not your job to hang around and be sure that they do so by continuing to offer them ‘carrots of enticements’ to move along. There are others who serve as their “companions of support and encouragement” on the trails that you have blazed before them.”

Looking over my life, I ‘saw’ how I do “blaze trails”, opening the way for others to then assume their responsibility for doing the work of walking the blazed path for themselves.

Morpheus: “There is a difference between knowing the path and walking the path.”

The more I compared my two options – Contact To Ascension or Awakened To Reality – the more I knew what I had to do because I found that I resonated vibrationally more with one than the other. That’s when my choice became clear.

I chose to shift gears to engage my exodus out of the Matrix, with Mr. Jolly as my guide and source of knowledge.

He showed me that all of my Contact To Ascension work was still part of life within the Matrix – a term he uses due to its familiarity to me and, moreover, to its scientific correctness regarding the construct of the self-contained environmental field that we all exist in.

He reminded me, “All extraterrestrials and extradimensionals, including Ascended Beings, are souls still existing within the Matrix, each at their own level of understanding.

“Leaving the Matrix is not based upon what you know, but upon having exhausted all desires until the only desire that remains is the desire for leaving the Matrix. That is when you are ready to go.”

He said, “Not only is there a mass-ascension to higher dimensions going on within the Matrix, but there is also a mass-awakening to leave the Matrix that has been occurring as well. Not only is the universe, constructed as a holographic matrix, ascending, but this matrix-transformation of the universe also presents a rare opportunity for souls (who are ready to exit the Matrix and go back to their Home of Origin) to more easily accomplish that final desire.

“It’s a timing of matrix-energy thing”, he said, trying not to overwhelm me with too much right away.

I asked Mr. Jolly if the Matrix is the same thing as the Dreamtime concept of some cultures. He answered, “The Dreamtime can be likened to what you are creating within the Matrix as a grand collective play, a vast drama of various kinds. It is universal drama.

“The Matrix is, unto itself, a containment field wherein everything that can be created is created individually and collectively on a universal scale”, he clarified.

“Within the Dreamtime each soul is writing out their own personal ‘script’ of experiences from which to gain wisdom. The choices that you make comprise the script. The choices you make are based in your personal beliefs, attitudes, perceptions, feelings regarding what you think life is all about for yourself and all others.

“Every day you get up and live out parts of the script that you wrote some time previously. The particular people, circumstances, events, places and so on, have caught up with you ‘in the now’ so that you must now live out the script you wrote for yourself some time ago per the choices you made, know it or not, like it or not.

“Every day you get up and write or rewrite your script – editing, changing, rearranging various aspects of your lives according to the earlier scripts that you will live out in your future. It’s a major and risky undertaking that can turn out to be for your own highest good or your own greatest demise”, he stated.

“As your script unfolds page-by-page, each page magnetically pulls in the necessary people, circumstances, events, conditions, places, and puts them onto the stage of your life. Until you are exiting the Matrix, your personal script and stage always involves other people’s scripts and stages, all superimposed in one way or another, major or minor in content. This is how you are creating the collective Dreamtime experience.

“This is what you are doing as souls dwelling in the Matrix”, Mr. Jolly said.

“The Matrix exists as a completely self-contained matrix-field construct so that nothing from the collective Dreamtime bleeds beyond its ‘matrix membrane’, contaminating our Home of Origin that lies beyond it. “It is like a ‘holographic bubble’ composed of a force-field-membrane and the entire universe exists within it”, he explained. “It’s actually very small”, he said, “but size is relative”.

The more I tuned-in to his knowledge the more I felt I had made a wise choice. He told me that he would delve into these matters more broadly and would impart knowledge that helps trigger memories of our Home of Origin, and of how to leave the Matrix.

Morpheus: Unfortunately, no one can be told what the Matrix is. You have to see it for yourself.

With even this little bit of knowledge I was able to look over my entire life – doing a sort of “life review” that the deceased souls do –  and I clearly saw how everything I had known and done up until now was indeed my little portion of the Dreamtime that I am living out within the Matrix.

I saw my entire life-script through the lens of the Dreamtime, of my part in it and how it – my script – had vibrationally attracted to me  everyone and everything that I have ever known and experienced. I saw how this includes the Contact To Ascension work, the Intergalactic Board of Council, and my “trail blazing oracle relationship” to all of that.

I saw how it brilliantly wove itself together to bring about everything that my script is currently pumping out on my stage of life – all my script’s current connections with people, circumstances and events, and how they are all intertwined, bringing me to this point in my life, here, now.

I had to fully admit that I have created it all because I wrote it all as my personal script that I ‘must’ live out. I and no one else is responsible for that act.

A few occasions prior to now, I had contemplated my life from the Dreamtime-Matrix concept point of view, but never before now did I see it in its entirety. I had always viewed evolved ETs and Ascended Beings as not being part of the Matrix – that somehow they were awake and existing outside of it.

Mr. Jolly corrected me, stating, “They are indeed part of the collective Dreamtime, and they are indeed existing within the Matrix. Again, no one leaves the Matrix until all personal desires have been exhausted. Evolving through the levels of understanding is an endless pursuit of knowledge that is self-perpetuating. There is no point thereof that leads one to a desire to leave the Matrix. That ultimate desire comes from realizing that the pursuit of knowledge within the Matrix is indeed endless. At some point in one’s life one draws the line on the desire to gain more and more knowledge and, feeling satisfied with what has been learned, one is then ready to take what has been learned back Home with them.”

Cypher: “I’ll go back to sleep and when I wake up, I’ll be fat and rich and I won’t remember a goddamn thing. It’s the American dream.”

As I began to more fully accept my new focus, my hesitancy and reluctance to cease working on the Contact To Ascension task vanished entirely. The “fire” that had fueled it, and all-things-extraterrestrial/extradimensional, died out suddenly and completely.

It became increasingly clear that this new focus is my next step. It is obvious to me that my trail blazer work with the Council was important, but it was destined to come to an end in order to pursue this new path.

In spite of all the interesting and fascinating things there are to see and do within the Matrix, there are many souls who are ready to go  back to their Home of Origin. I am one of them.

“Once you understand how the Matrix, in and of itself, has become the self-made prisons of most souls who dwell there”, he said, “then you can unmake the prison, and by that truth set yourself free.”

Using their minds and energies, Mr. Jolly and the Awakened Ones are reaching into the Matrix to assist all souls who are ready to go back Home to their place of Origin.

I have connected up with Mr. Jolly as a ‘vibrational touchstone’ during my exodus from the Matrix.

There are many Awakened Ones existing outside the Matrix whom other awakened souls will feel connected to for the same reason. They are your vibrational touchstones as you souljourn back Home.

Commencing my exodus from the Matrix, I make no place in it for ‘joining’ or ‘subscribing’ to anything – no group or newsletter or social media forums; nor is there a way to contact me; nor is there a way to make comments or offer feedback. That is not what exiting the Matrix is all about.

Perhaps you are set within yourself to move beyond all-things-extraterrestrial/extradimensional and are ready to leave the Matrix too. If so, then perhaps my C2A work was a way for us to connect on this final destiny to our Ultimate Home of homes.

For those who still resonate with all-things-extraterrestrial/extradimensional, then I am happy to have blazed a trail that you may continue treading upon if that is your wish.

The new Awakened To Reality website is pending my decision to go forth with putting it online or not, for you see, either way it becomes a matter of the choice’s outcome becoming part of my personal script that I must then live out. Consequently, which choice(cause)/outcome(effect) do I prefer to live out? Such things must be considered carefully, not made lightly, per the responsibilities and consequences that each choice/outcome has embedded in it.

One choice has the strong potential of keeping me “scripted into the Dreamtime” making it more difficult to leave the Matrix; the other choice has the potential to “script me out of it” consequently making it easier for me to exit the Matrix.

Morpheus: “There is a difference between knowing the path and walking the path.”

But, below I list a couple of book titles that might be helpful to those of you who are ready to engage your own exodus from the Matrix. I have not yet read these, but their summaries sound of interest.

Much love and blessings to you all.


Holographic Model of the Universe: A Remarkable New View of Reality by Michael Talbot [2014 Kindle Edition only]

Today nearly everyone is familiar with holograms, three-dimensional images projected into space with the aid of a laser. Now, two of the world’s most eminent thinkers — University of London physicists David Bohm, a former protege of Einstein’s and one of the world’s most respected quantum physicists, and Stanford neurophysiologist Karl Pribram, one of the architects of our modern understanding of the brain — believe that the universe itself may be a giant hologram, quite literally a kind of image or construct created, at least in part, by the human mind. This remarkable new way of looking at the universe explains not only many of the unsolved puzzles of physics, but also such mysterious occurrences as telepathy, out-of-body and near death experiences, “lucid” dreams, and even religious and mystical experiences such as feelings of cosmic unity and miraculous healings.

The Universe Is a Dream: The Secrets of Existence Revealed by Alexander Marchand [paperback]

Have you ever contemplated the cause of the universe beyond simply attributing it to God or The Big Bang? If so, have you ever entertained the idea that the universe is but a dream? Which is to say, have you ever considered that the cause of the universe is that you dreamt it up? At first glance, the idea that you dreamt up the universe perhaps seems implausible. However, what if you really took that idea seriously and followed it to its logical conclusion? What would you discover? Well, this book answers that question. Using the unique form of a graphic novel, artist and writer Alexander Marchand takes you on an artistic, humorous, irreverent, and extremely informative romp through the advanced, nondualistic metaphysics of the contemporary spiritual document known as A Course in Miracles. In the end, you’ll not only have a coherent picture of the true nature of the universe and existence, but you’ll also have essential, practical knowledge of what you’ll need to do to if you are ready to wake up. However, be forewarned that if you expect this book to prove to you that the universe is a dream, you’ll be disappointed. The only way to prove a dream is a dream is to wake up. Therefore, although the book provides the hypothesis and the parameters of the experiment to prove that the universe is a dream, you’ll have to be willing to do the experiment yourself. Consequently, if you refuse to do the experiment, you’ll probably hate the book and all irony of your hate for the book will be lost to you. But if you embrace the book’s logically consistent message of peace and are thus willing to do the experiment–which you’ll find is an experiment of uncompromising forgiveness–you’ll love it.



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