Life’s Mysteries & Meanings

This conversation on “Afterlife TV” between host Bob Olson and author Robert Schwartz about our relationship with our own soul makes for an hour well spentespecially if you’re curious about reincarnation, karma, relationships, struggle, etc… and this mysterious, dynamic, ongoing dance between Soul & Human.

Schwartz is deep, clear, articulate… and provides plenty to ponder. His book is Your Soul’s Gift.

Enjoy :) W

Life’s Mysteries & Meanings from a Soul’s Perspective

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The Cumulative Soul

Every now and then I post a message from Matthew, as received from ‘beyond’ via his mother, Suzie Ward. This one gets into discussion about the soul as well as some encouragement about the future:


With loving greetings from all souls at this station, this is Matthew.

Earth is orbiting in astral planes wherein vibrations are impacting your society at a quickening pace. As linear time is “crunching up,” everything in your world is being pushed more swiftly toward remedy, resolution or final moment, and third density karmic experiences are moving faster toward completion.

This acceleration is causing the Illuminati to take irrationally desperate measures to cling to their remnants of control in New York City and Washington, DC.

Often fingers have pointed at the United States for self-serving interference in other countries’ affairs, and with justification—all significant federal actions from Day One have been the work of individuals in the Illuminati’s Rockefeller faction within that nation’s government and military forces, all without the knowledge of the citizenry, who mistakenly thought their voices and votes counted.

Let us tell you what evolved civilizations have long observed about your world.

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Pets in the Afterlife

542504_3884785435479_1154182118_3642324_2059274534_n_27783223612_48ebcc224c_b If you, like me, have shared your life with numerous beloved animals, you might find this hour-long video interview with “animal medium” Danielle MacKinnon of comfort. Many aspects of animal life, love, and where they go next are discussed.  ox W Continue reading

End of Life Preparation

Thought I’d share this 15-minute video with Bill Buhlman, the most prolific experiencer and author on the subject of out-of-body experiences (OBEs) around today. In this clip he’s addressing an international group of Monroe Institute program trainers about transitioning (“the ultimate out-of-body experience”).

Bill has also been battling cancer for years… began with throat cancer, if memory serves. So this is a very personal theme to him: properly preparing to cross over.

This POV also aligns with the Ja’li Speaks posts here … about reaching BEYOND the typical ‘astral level’ we hear about in most near-death experiences (ie “reuniting with the family”) … to HOME. The HOME of the soul, which is well beyond these 3D-centric astral events which tend to be equated with dying. Bill refers to this as Higher Self. Ja’li calls it HOME. Continue reading

Transcending Space & Time – Hathors

The latest message from Tom Kenyon & the Hathors follows, as well as more info from Tom. The links are not ‘live’ here… you can go to his website to find the referenced resources if you choose. ~Whitehawk

The Fifth Perspective: Transcending Space and Time

Entering into higher dimensions of consciousness requires a fundamental shift in perceived time and space.

This is a crucial shift in perception that we wish to address using a theoretical perspective and a practical technique, which includes the use of a sound meditation we have created for this purpose.

The Theory

There are many ways to view higher dimensions. What we wish to share is a basic schematic of how we view dimensions and the challenges you face as you transit into higher dimensional reality.

Your embodied biological reality (i.e., your physical body) is anchored in the third and fourth dimensions of consciousness as we view it.

You are quite familiar with the third dimensionality of your world. Your nervous system is keenly tuned to this reality. Your brain/mind/body complex is synchronized to the physical reality of your world. Your very biological survival depends upon your navigation of the space around you. Furthermore your body, mind and consciousness are anchored in your perception of time.

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Meeting Mick

2457_mick_jagger_performance_1970A quickie about an odd “dream” that was in progress when I was awakened by the lovely sounds of a cat horking a hairball!

There’s an opening line for ya!

I’m using “dream” in quotes because this was unusual and had overtones of a “more significant” experience.

Here’s what was going on. I was with, of all people, Mick Jagger. Not my usual company! And the way this was going, it had signature attributes of one of my ‘night jobs,’ being, escorting people to the other side when they pass. So after I got up and scoured the hairball from the carpet (eh!), I hopped online to see if there was any news of Mick either being dead or possibly in a coma.

No such event in the news as of 6AM Sunday March 15, 2015.

The attributes of this encounter were, first: he appeared as he looked in his 20’s. This old rocker is in his 70’s now so this was *quite* a noticeable difference!

Next, all activity was of Mick walking and walking around what appeared to be “undeveloped space,” by which I mean, something like you’d see backstage or in a building that did not have its interior areas set up and furnished yet.

While he was walking, I was “there” somehow, right with him, and he kept looking at me. I mean, imagine being a… camera just sort of permanently fixed about 18 inches from a 28-year-old Mick Jagger, and having him, close up, constantly looking into the lens (being me) while also wandering around unfinished environs, and that about sums this up. There was no conversation, just all this eye contact. Let me say, lots of close, direct eye contact with a young Mick Jagger is rather intense.

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Ja’li 4: Stuck in the Avatar & How to Escape

Appreciating this face-paced overview of our situation here? Hope so. Remember to start with the first entry of this series if you’re coming in late… ox W

Message 4

Story of the Fallen Angels,
The Forgotten Gods & Their Virtual Reality Game

Mr Ja’li speaks:

Greetings to you all. I desire you to know that the following story, while true in essence, will help illustrate the immenseness and gravity of the messy situation in which you all are currently immersed, and how it came to be so for you.

Please open your minds to the possibility of the story as fact rather than as fiction. You already have the bunk that your matrix controllers want you to have/believe as it serves their purposes for you to see it their way.

This is what they don’t want you to see. If you haven’t yet read my and the Council’s  previous messages please do so now as the content of this story is based upon that knowledge.

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The Meaning of Life

OlderManCaneI encountered one of our community elders while walking down the road two days ago. He’s a lovely being and highly respected author of several thoughtful spiritual books. (This is NOT him in the photo; I’m respecting his anonymity.)

He’s 88 and has had a routine of walking our quiet road almost every day since I’ve lived here, and for many years prior to my arrival. He shared with me that he’d been unable to walk—or do anything at all—for days. Because I had just spent a day in extraordinary vertigo, I wondered if our experiences might be related, so I asked questions. He alluded to floating in and out of what sounded like the afterlife, and is thinking his transition time is near. Now that he’s seen was he’s seen, he’s eager to make it a permanent arrangement!

He said, wide-eyed as a child, “There’s SO MUCH THERE!” hahaha …

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Robin Williams’ Afterlife Message

Friends, after noticing a recent surge of interest in this afterlife message from Robin Williams soon after he passed (about a year ago now), I listened to it again this morning. It is SO poignant, SO heart-rending, and SO illuminating… not only revealing the depth of Robin’s soul-level observations, but about ALL our lives. This is SO very valuable to take in. Please listen, or listen again. You will be rewarded. oxW

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Multidimensional Man

The man whose video I’m posting here, Jurgen Ziewe, is new to me, but he seems well informed by way of direct experience with the various realms one can visit (or inhabit) when not restricted by a physical body and its 3D sensory orientation/limitation.

Ziewe draws from a history of OBEs (out of body experiences) to construct his multidimensional model. He gives a good presentation here, using detailed visuals to get his explanations and descriptions across effectively. His website, too, appears to be loaded with information, though I haven’t given it a close look yet.

If the afterlife realms or dimensional planes other that our “primary channel on the dial” are of interest to you, I imagine this man will be as well!

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Life & Death & that Single Separating Breath

I’ve been conflicted about sharing a recent experience with you. It’s a bit intense, and some might interpret the overall atmosphere of this post as morose; a downer,  because it deals with death. But my intention is to share something I found quite illuminating, once it became apparent my life in this world would continue! I believe by the time you reach the end of this post, you’ll feel uplifted.

Actually Inelia Benz’s new message provided the nudge I needed to go ahead and speak up re: this. She mentions being “down with a massive headache since the equinox.” Her message is the one immediately prior to (below) this one on the blog. I initially intended to included it at the end of mine in the same post, but mine grew too long.

So, on with my experience.stock-footage

Oh. My. God. The massive headache. I mean, obviously I’m not glad to hear that Inelia’s been suffering, but in honesty I was somewhat relieved as well because what happened to me in the wake of the equinox was incredibly intense. Alarming. To the extent I was genuinely concerned I might be on the brink of crossing over. Now I feel less alone, which makes this whole thing less about me and more about all of us in this energetic shakeup.

More about that in a moment… but as a lead-in, the confession that I’ve been acutely aware of death in recent weeks. Months, actually. Front-burner theme, coming from many directions, including sudden deaths of people in my orbit. Young(ish) people.

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Transition States of Consciousness

I just reread this and it resonates with me strongly, still, and I’m suspecting the same holds true for many. Please read again!


Chaotic Nodes are clusters of chaotic events. According to the Hathors, Earth has entered a Chaotic Node and, as a result, we can expect ever-increasing levels of chaos—including but not limited to earthquakes, volcanic activity, aberrant weather patterns, ecological distress, as well as economic, social and political turmoil.

Transition States of Consciousness are what the Hathors call the in-between places when a major loss has occurred and we find ourselves temporarily poised between an old reality that has passed away and a new reality that has not yet fully formed.

Perceptual markers are a term the Hathors use to describe how we make sense of our world and navigate through our lives using our five senses.

The Message

By their very nature Chaotic Nodes tend to generate transition states of consciousness. Transition states of consciousness emerge when perceptual markers disappear. And when this occurs you enter a null zone in which your old reality no longer exists, or has changed radically, while your new reality has not yet come into existence.

Due to the fact that you have entered an even more intense phase of the Chaotic Node, we wish to share with you our views regarding transition states, in the hopes that you will be able to utilize this knowledge for your own benefit.

For our purposes we can divide transition states into three primary categories: 1) personal transition states, 2) collective transition states and 3) physical death.

Personal Transition States

Let us turn our attention to personal transition states first, for your personal perception is the pivotal point around which your perceived reality operates.

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Grids & Gridworkers

Last week I shared an experience about my “contrary contribution” to the Grid that seemed an apt teaching opportunity for readers, in the Orb & Ark of Triumph post. This is a brief update on that theme, preceded by a personal note and followed by a link to an in-depth essay on gridwork that might speak to you, should you choose to explore it, and perhaps your role in it.

First, about the ARK vision — that ARK rising into the sky along with a whole lotta “Earth.” I associated this with the exodus of so many animals lately, and their own departure from the chaos of Earth to a brighter, ascended world. It comforted me to ponder this dramatic vision of the Ark in a field of Light, taking the animals to a better place, ie “summerland.”

This scene took on added significance to me when I had the sorrowful experience of witnessing (midwifing really) my dearly loved cat make her exit from this plane over the weekend. She died in my arms, which was, I believe, the best possible send-off scenario for her. She embarked on her new journey in the warm loving embrace of her Person who cherished her for 14 years—a tumultuous 14 years including the most intense family tragedies followed by years of profound, unpredictable & disruptive adventures driven by my awakened kundalini.

This brave and spunky feline, along with her sibling sister (who was the psychic seer of the two) were my anchors in this world more times than I can say. Kundalini took me into soular, cellular, and karmic depths… during which time much of my mundane life suffered. Plants died; relationships were critically challenged… but these felines stayed the course and blessed me profoundly with their soft, purring love & unwavering acceptance. I managed to keep their food dishes full, the litter boxes clean, and showered them with love and catnip. :)

It shocked me that not six months after leaving the stresses of city life (we moved to the country), one of the girls suddenly fell ill and left us. She finally lived in a place where she could enjoy the peace she craved for years. Her attuned perceptions and susceptibility to beyond-the-veil visitations that were part and parcel of our life back home were replaced with the pleasures of  bird-watching and quiet days in a beautiful rural setting. She was clearly so much happier here. Then — suddenly her health failed and she left. I could hardly believe this turn of events.

Now, 8 months later, her sister followed her to the next realm. To me, this feels like the final closure of a huge chapter of my life.

So I honor my kitties here, and thank them for sticking with me so stoically over the long haul. I love them dearly; they were precious companions and teachers through my shamanic dismemberment and beyond. I imagine them playing in the sun, chasing butterflies, and being in perpetual joy.

I anticipate a beautiful reunion someday. Meanwhile I am in good stead to carry on. {{{ Zoe & Maya }}}


Synchronistically, later on the same day in which I had the experience of being reprimanded for “groaning into the grid,” Daniel Jacob brought my attention to his essay about gridwork. Daniel communicates with a lovely group of beings who call themselves the Reconnections. Many, many wonderful messages have been filling Daniel’s website for years.

grid workCheck to see if you resonate with this message about grid work; I feel this is a portion of my ‘other-realm’ services. Considering we are Infinite Beings, capable of doing ‘dozens of amazing things before breakfast’ as it were… helping morph the lattice (several earlier posts discuss this) seems quite logical.

Love all,


“The internal cost of having one of the Bridge Gifts often involves a substantial loss of a person’s ability to separate from things that are unfolding upon the Earth.  They all seem to be happening within YOU.  One primary benefit of Gridwork is a tremendous expansion of personal authority and influence upon what happens here.  Those who do not have this gift are disinclined to believe that such power exists.  Those who do have it can become impatient with others who do not share their own commitment to the planet, and belief in their ability to affect it.”  ~ Reconnections, via Daniel Jacob

Giant Orb & the Ark of Triumph

More ‘big visions’ given in the astral the other day… will share here rather quickly as I’ve got a full plate o’ life at ground level to tend to currently.

So as you are likely aware, I am prone to having big teachings come through while my ego is out of the way. The other day I had a series of interesting messages, delivered rather dramatically.

Signal to Noise Ratio

Or: Snap Out of It — You’re Oozing Goo!

In the first one, I experienced myself as intimately involved with a grid-like structure… not too unlike the geodesic structure (pic) I posted here several posts back. By ‘intimately involved’ I mean… I seemed to be PART OF this structure, as tho it and I were components of the same architecture: I was a living breathing sentient who, at that moment, while plugged in to the gridwork (my body was literally interlaced with it!), was NOT consciously monitoring my thoughts (my output into the collective works, so to speak).

What I WAS doing was indulging in a generally woesome attitude… all the mass animal deaths lately, and weather disasters, and chemtrails, and HAARP, and all the sick and orphaned animals at the shelter I volunteer at, and my own dearly loved cat whose health is failing now as well, who will not be with me much longer… such were the “cooteous” things squirming around in my mind.

So, unbeknownst to my conscious self, I was transmitting what amounted to a low “groan” out into this “grid” with which I was entangled. With which we are all entangled in actuality. We are integral to the Oneness — an infinite cloud of quantum entanglement.

Suddenly a young man — a patrol guard of sorts — came along, and abruptly told me that what I was transmitting out into the grid was NOT HELPFUL to the All! His sudden appearance with this “news” jolted me out of my low-vibe, trance-like transmission and got me tracking back on the higher channel of awareness, being — again — that this is the “torrent” of change that is actually transfiguring our reality into a strikingly different (improved, healed, higher-bandwidth) world at a far more refined frequency. NOW. As I type here!  This is IT.  The Divine INFUSION. And my “contribution” at that moment was “broadcasting” a signal of sadness, loss, despair, etc.

I was emitting a “moan tone” that was contaminating the grid, creating “noise” rather than contributing to the clear, highly evolved “signal of Light” that is now seating itself as the primary harmonic on our planet. Remember the binary question: am I contributing or am I hindering the influx of light here?

This clearly demonstrates “the work” at the moment, doesn’t it! Even if we are not out in the 3D trenches putting food in the mouths of starving children, or retrieving drowning dogs from floodwaters, or whatever the cause might be, we ARE deeply participating in this shift. Remember what I said the other day about being a SYNAPSE? A channel, a closed circuit for higher consciousness and Light to flow into HERE? “Emanation,” etc?

This was a little wake-up moment, in which I was “caught” (maybe by an aspect of myself outpicturing as a guard) drifting into sloppy, unmonitored dark thoughts.

It’s natural and expected to have times like this — it is INTENSE on this planet! But we’d do well to catch ourselves and re-tune to the higher channel, because that strengthens the collective signal that needs to be the dominant wavelength. So I share this with you fwiw.

The Orb & the Ark

The next thing I saw was intensely dramatic. It was an inky black country night. Suddenly a bright (briiiight) light poured into my windows, shocking me into having the bizarre thought that the sun was rising in the middle of the night! It was very disorienting and a major moment to wrap my mind around: a giant ball of light was out there, as big as if a glowing planet had dropped down over the yard. Moreover, this disc of light began ascending FAST into the sky from right outside my window. I noticed it was more a cool, silvery-white light, like the moon (with about 10x the radiance) than the sun. When I got a good look at it, I saw that it was a GIANT, as in MEGA, luminous ORB.

If you’re familiar with the appearance of orbs, you know that the larger they are, the more complex is their “mandala” appearance. Could orbs be conscious lightships? Are the little ones generally photographed little scouts, while this phenom can take the form of a massive lightship of highly evolved consciousness? This was the impression I had while “taking in” what I was seeing — a hyoooge lightship orb was streaking by my windows on an upward trajectory.

What happened next was equally mind-boggling, in this visionary experience I was having. After the mega-orb, bright as a small silvery sun, rose past my window into the dark night sky, a gigantic chunk of EARTH rose into the sky behind it!

Imagine watching a small continent sail up into the sky, complete with its sub-surface collateral like dirt, roots, and rocks etc hanging beneath it as it lifts off. THEN a big window of light opens in the middle of it, and the image I was given in this window, in the midst of this chunk of ascending earth, was the image we all know as the ARK, as in Noah’s, surrounded by animals who are being taken aboard to survive the flood.

So I’m watching a massive chunk of earth lifting straight up into the night sky, and a “window” opens in the middle of it with a well-lit scene for me to “behold,” being the ark and the animals. Gahhhh, this was a biggie.

What I gleaned from this was ultimately comforting: entire species are currently exiting this planet. They ARE being received by their own version of an “afterlife” — a nice one. Much nicer than what they’ve had to endure with humans running the show down here. The ark (our shift; the ascension process) has come to take them “home,” perhaps along with other aspects of Earth, as well.

With my 3rd-density eyes and emotions, dying animals appear sad and tragic. (And worse, I feel shame around how vile humans can be to animals, when we are supposed to be worthy, compassionate stewards.) But it is all part of a divine plan that is so vast, we simply don’t have the conscious capacity to really, really comprehend it all. I try to speak to these things in this blog… hoping I contribute to the good in some small ways, with inspiring words and visionary images.

Bottom line: Source Creator DOES know what it’s doing, and a magnificent and complex consortium of assistance is here to help. The “negs” (negative influences) are around as well, making as big a stink as they can while their pirate vessels go down. They’ll fire off as many disruptive stink-bombs into the grid as they can before it’s all over. But the Light Prevails.

Never lose sight of this… and when you do (we’re human; times are intense), refocus asap.

The “torrent” continues to play out... and 2011 is likely bringing the most intense of it. Do not let the drama drag you down; remember, we are each a bundle of synaptic nodes in the grid of Light. Please continue to monitor your signal to noise ratio :)  Feel free and entitled to request assistance from Above when you need it (ask loudly with emotional oomph behind it!)… or even just as a matter of daily maintenance ;). It’s here and available.

Love all…


Birds, Shootings, Pole Shifts, 2012 & More

Birds, Shootings, Pole Shifts, 2012 & More as Seen by Matthew

This latest message from Matthew has a few unique items, so I post it here for your perusal and discernment.

Blessings, W

Matthew Ward — January 15, 2011

Tucson, AZ shooting; mass deaths of birds, fish; manmade weather; Wikileaks’ effect; Haiti; pole shift; human cloning; soul contracts, multiple lifetimes; 2012/Golden Age misconceptions, reality

1. With loving greetings from all souls at this station, this is Matthew to speak about happenings in your world as observed from our vantage point. By far the most requests for our comments are two matters of great concern to many, thus we begin by addressing those.

2. The shooting in Tucson, Arizona, was as reported, a mentally unstable young man’s attempt to kill Congresswoman Giffords and as many of her supporters as he could, but it was not the “senseless act” as often described. The shooter was acting under mind control and all who were killed or wounded either followed original soul contracts wherein they had chosen to participate in an event with “a higher purpose” or just prior to the shooting, they amended their contracts to include that incident for that same purpose.

3. While it was unquestionably traumatic on a conscious level for those who were wounded and their families, and a tragedy for all who loved the persons who were killed, at soul level the participants willingly served to force attention on the inevitable results of increasingly vitriolic rhetoric in a society that has become inured to that kind of speech as well as violence. Continue reading