Did I Tell You I Need You

I’d like to share something that’s divinely energized in me this morning.

Curiously, yesterday – Mother’s Day here in the US – I found myself fully immersed in the realm of the Father. As in God the ..

I’m endeavoring now to lay out this mind trek, as maybe it will serve.

So, personally speaking. my associations with my own father lean toward troubled, antagonistic, painful, etc. He was a difficult man… probably a bit bipolar; one never knew whether he’d be cracking jokes (often of the “put-down” variety), or eviscerating you with a verbal explosion or even a mere penetrating look.

In other words, he was a wounded, frustrated soul like everyone else. He had light, animation, playfulness, creativity… and also a lot of anger. Being the family empath, I sponged up much of those low-vibe, esteem-annihilating energies in my youth, and lately they’ve been clamoring for attention/healing/clearing once again.

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More re: Mogay, Archons & Us


More re: Mogay, Archons, and Us as We Move Deeper into Higher Frequencies

I’ve noticed a fresh wave of interest in the Interview with a Stranded Alien post from last year, so I watched it again and have more to say about this, and also would like to bring your attention to another interview while here, as both are related imo.

For your discernment

First: the Mogay entity coming through Kim (the channel) sounds like an archonic being putting a more… positive?… or at least more neutral… and expansive … spin on its “interface” with humanity than I’ve heard anywhere else.

In a way it brings to mind the epic Hidden Hand interview that I’ve discussed here intermittently over the years.

It’s actually a fascinating spin to take into consideration, explaining how this very alien “life form,” if one could even call it this (it’s a conscious electric energy), got catapulted into our solar system by a catastrophic cosmic event in an altogether other universe, leaving them stranded in a strange land, and doing what they had to to adapt to their circumstances.

Then: last night I listened to another interview that I’d also heard sometime last year, about a psychologist’s career dealing with scores of schizophrenics in prison (where schizophrenics typically end up, as public mental institutions have largely been defunded and shuttered in recent decades). Continue reading

Right Use of Will – Part 1

I have so much on my mind relative to this matter of *will,* this post took on a will of its own and began growing too long too fast! So this will be the first of two,  maybe even three, parts. I’ve realized in recent months that so many  situations needing healing trace back to this matter of will and how various people tend to use theirs, so discussing it seemed the thing to do.

12079093_585546311577044_5488261042106871422_nWill has actually been a theme of ongoing learning for me, my entire life. As a little girl growing up in a male-dominated family of “dramatic big people,” I lived amid strong-willed yang energy blasting regularly at high volume. Willful battles featuring loud, demeaning exchanges between my father and brothers were routine. Verbal abuse was the arsenal, with the target’s self-esteem firmly fixed in the cross-hairs. This was apparently my father’s misguided, old-school idea of how to dominate and control his kids… including me, too, when my teens years came along.

As you can imagine, what this accomplished was interpersonal alienation, hard feelings, and troubled relationships – not only within the family, but beyond it as well. And as much as I really hate to admit it, I also became skilled at verbal evisceration if pushed far enough. I can’t remember the last time I’ve actually let loose like that, but I can think of a couple of likely scenarios! It pains me to even think that there were times I felt so raw that I’d lash out with such acidic intention. When not managing will properly, a typical outcome for me was to let someone push and push with their bullying behavior until I’d finally explode in exactly the wrong way.

Anyone relate?

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How Will the World End?

 The following paragraphs — while not exactly in current “ascension language” — easily explain where we’re at now, and where we’re heading if we can truly forgive where we’ve been!

In my own mind, I substitute Christian references like “the Father” and “sin” etc into my own language, but the message fits the moment perfectly, imo. It also brings to mind the Ja’li messages – some resonance there.

A video exploring this material at the end of the post is one you might enjoy if the excerpt speaks to you.

With love & (aiming for) total forgiveness,


“Can what has no beginning really end? The world will end in an illusion, as it began. Yet will its ending be an illusion of mercy. The illusion of forgiveness, complete, excluding no-one, limitless in gentleness, will cover it, hiding all evil, concealing all sin, and ending guilt forever.

So ends the world that guilt has made, for now it has no purpose and is gone. The father of illusions is the belief that they have a purpose; that they have a need or gratify a want. Perceived as purposeless, they are no longer seen. Their uselessness is recognized and they are gone. How but in this way are all illusions ended? They have been brought to truth, and truth saw them not. It merely overlooked the meaninglessness.

Until forgiveness is complete, the world does have a purpose. It becomes the home in which forgiveness is born, and where it grows and becomes stronger and more all embracing. Here is it nourished, for here it is needed.

A gentle Savior, born where sin was made and guilt seemed real. Here is His home, for here there is need of Him indeed. He brings the ending of the world with Him. It is His call God’s teachers answer, turning to him in silence to receive His Word.

The world will end with the benediction of holiness upon it. When not one thought of sin remains, the world is over. It will not be destroyed nor attacked nor even touched. It will merely seem to cease to be.”
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Slammed, Slimed & Resuscitating

Hello friends. Well… with no smooth lead-in… I have been slammed with stuff I thought I was clear of by now… old dark shadow debris that has been slipping up from my ‘cellar’ into dreams as well as into my waking emotional body. I truly thought all those years being purged by kundalini left me ‘gleaming’ and free, for the most part, of all this old, malignant, torturous crap. How’s by you? :-‘

As some might relate, being miserable these days comes with wagging fingers (real or imagined), pointing and blaming for not adhering to the “love ‘n light” frequencies well enough. Seems most people around me are just perky and happy as can be, thrilled to be dancing in the new energies upon us (part of me wonders if they might be newbie souls, who don’t have hundreds of lifetimes worth of karma to clear NOW) while I, meanwhile, find myself dealing with a dark vapor I haven’t seen/felt in a long time.

It started slipping sideways into my awareness. Continue reading

What is Meant by the “End Times”

The End of the Illusion 

by John Smallman

God’s Love for humanity and for all of His creation is limitless, eternal, and indiscriminate, He loves all with equal intensity, and so called “sins” are no barrier to His Love.  Without His Love no one can exist, so no one is without His Love, ever, and that is divine truth.  Those who judge anyone as being unworthy of God’s Love, or separated from it, are themselves misguided, confused, or hallucinating – remember, your human condition is illusory; it is a nightmare in which loveless situations are constantly occurring; it is not Reality – and so they too will awaken, because all will awaken, into the divine wonder that is Reality.

Presently, your planet is being inundated with Love from the divine realms to assist and ensure your awakening, and signs of your imminent awakening are apparent everywhere.  Look for those signs – truly you cannot possibly avoid seeing them – and rejoice that you are incarnate at this moment in your history to actively take part in this fantastic event.  All pain, suffering, conflict, disagreement, disharmony, distrust, and disappointment are to end – permanently.  That is the divine Will, and yours, because you are one with It. Your will and God’s are identical; you just chose to be temporarily unaware of it, and that time is approaching its end.  That is what is meant by “the end times.”

Prior to your awakening, there will be some confusion and anxiety because the change from deep sleep to full wakefulness is a vast change, an enormous step, a little bit like the temporary disorientation you can experience when you awaken in the morning from deep sleep.  Don’t be alarmed. Continue reading

Clearing Old Energies

The following Arcturian message from Marilyn Raffaele, of onenessofall.com, presents one ‘ascending world’ gem after another—perhaps you’ll resonate with it ~ W

Greetings dear ones.  Once again we of the Arcturian Group are here to speak and tell you of the great light you are bringing to Mother Earth at this time.  She is working very hard to do her clearing without harm, but she too is preparing herself for ascension and needs to adjust the energy where necessary.

As with Gaia, we also see you adjusting according to the changes that are taking place on earth.  No longer are you so frightened by the many unusual events you hear about because you are beginning to understand what is going on.  This  understanding is adding to a world consciousness from which all mankind can then draw. Thus your awakening is helping others to awaken—it puts these higher ideas of truth into a universal bank so to speak, that others may draw upon should they choose.  All is according to free will, so if an individual chooses to remain in the old energy, that is perfectly fine.  However, as the old energy dissolves,   its manifestations likewise dissolve, as is the case with your financial system. Continue reading

Lifting Out of the Stifling Quagmire

Good one via Ronna; purple comments mine :)

Transmitted through Ronna Herman

Beloved masters, as the Light Cells of God Consciousness infiltrate deeper and deeper into the physical structure, the membranes of Light surrounding the DNA begin to dissolve. As part of this Sub-Universal experience, this was programmed into the Adam/Eve Kadmon Light Body blueprint so that the activation of the DNA strands would take place two at a time. The DNA strands are attuned to the different dimensional levels. The two strands which are now available and active in the physical vessel are attuned to the first-, second- and third- dimensional levels. As we have told you before, as you sank into the density of the lower dimensions, two by two, your DNA strands were encased in membranes of Light and placed in reserve until the time you were ready to begin your journey back into the higher dimensions of Light.

First, second and third dimensions: Two Strands of DNA

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Taking Command of Your Consciousness

A little pep talk from Sirian starseed Lisa Renee for us. Discern the inner language of your spirit from the onslaught of the thought forms that others WANT you to hold (through which they manipulate you into fear & submission to their agendas). Shield your personal field, transcend fearful consciousness, and ride the transition waves in peace & luminosity.

Liquid Light: Freedom

Today I’m posting messages from two very plugged-in guides: Sirian starseed Lisa Renee’s latest here (whew!), and Solara’s Surf Report following. Between the two, one could spend the better part of a day “mulching”!  oxo ~W

The peak intensity of the shift happening now on the planet has called into action many new and different variations of Multidimensional beings from across the Multiverse. Many of these life form expressions (levels of existence or states of being) have never been exposed to the consciousness field of this planet nor this level of density in the 3D human realm. The majority of this vast network has agreed to work together in alignment to the higher orchestrated expression of the Celestial Management Structure which receives its directive from the Core of Creation. The vision of this collective network is Unity Consciousness in Action, achieved through the mutual cooperation of creating a massive focal point – multiple dimensions of vast bodies all aligning together to place their combined creative power into One laser focus of collective genius. The collective genius is the intelligent sum of All of its parts, perfected into an equal value and merged into a new tapestry of experience within God’s Universal Plan of Creation. All parts of the consciousness experience recorded are equal and yet when joined together they create an alchemical power entirely new in the process of creation. What is held within this Ascension Alchemy transmutation process is an entirely new actualization of potential embodiment, and it extends beyond our planet, our solar system, our galaxies and even our Cosmos. The infinite nature of what is being newly created through the alchemy of these Cosmic forces is truly unfathomable.

On our planet at this time there are multidimensional intersection points of directing Liquid Life force in order to attain the goal of “physically” embodied Liquid Light. Those purified and devoted to this pathway share a beneficial goal that must transcend ego needs, personal desire and selective species interest. We are required to rise and serve the greater whole and destiny of the entire Human race and its prototype for Universal Creation. The fulfilled destiny is the Return and the Restoration of the Christ Liquid Light and to ignite its complete Universal Krystal Star pattern within the physical population of Human Beings on this planet. This “Krystal Star” Celestial Management Structure contains a huge array of lateral hierarchal entities, both incarnate and disincarnate, both human and non human all striving to accomplish the same vision and potential for a Universal Collective Ascended Timeline. A time of Freedom for the Future of Humanity and All Beings who choose Freedom in their heart. It is the Liquid Light of Christ (Krystal Star) Intelligence that is the promise of True Freedom for All. 

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Penetrating Mass Mind Control

Heehee here’s Ron exhibiting an ‘interesting hair day’ in his early-morning youtube chat. (But hey, he’s liberated his mind from the matrix of social expectations ;)  His talk for today seems a perfect follow-up to recent posts here, so I share. He’s good. Even at 5 AM!

Tag, We’re It

Where we’re headed, there is NO WAY to fool the system, each other, ourselves… it’s all a matter of the frequency we hold. Period. One cannot masquerade as 5 if vibing (thinking, feeling, acting, being) at 3. To liberate yourself from the bondage, the fear, the karmic wheel, the seeking for someone to save you — practice, practice . . .

A Buoy in a Tsunami

Ok, this has been, frankly, a brutal week. I’m going to lay it bare here and say, in my little niche of the universe, it seems every negative emotion I’ve ever had, even possibly beyond this time-stream and life-line, has come home to roost. I have been ‘eaten alive’ by angst, misery, fear, disappointment — self-flagellation ad nauseam. Man, what a miserable time.

Add to this an unrelenting and intense nerve pain throughout the entire right side of this body of mine, and, well, I want my mommy. I can’t do a thing without deep, nightmarish, ice-pick pain penetrating every body part that moves (on the right). Is this connected to ‘chopping through the ancient  iceberg’ of a male-dominated planet as the divine feminine emerges?

And, for good measure, I’ve become aware that there is a barnyard full of totally neglected animals who are slowly starving right down the road here, so I’m endeavoring to find a way to right this situation without coming across like a city bitch outsider descending on a local. But these animals… I can’t just ignore this. So I’m realllly bumping around looking for support re: this horror while trying not to come across as an emotional basket case over it.

On the other hand, I have a delightful new ‘being’ at home; a young cat so darling, I may have to give her her own blog :) Brought her home from the shelter where I’ve been giving time (love). She is such a wonderful healer, I feel the divinities shine through when I’m engaged with her, playing… or just enjoying her sweet little purring self in my lap while I sit at my desk.

So, things are definitely coming apart at the gaping seams now, across the planet. The sun is helping to accelerate events with the galactic energies it is pre-digesting, so to speak, before feeding down the pipeline to us. We, meanwhile, are using this energetic agitation to kick our way out of our cocoons, where we have been undergoing quite a transmutation in our own personal, private experiences… as well as entire nations! The wave is cresting and huge, splashing sweeps are washing through our world. Many are suffering. Even if your immediate environs seem safe and snug right now… if you’re even a tad empathic, you may well be feeling eviscerated by the chaos elsewhere, and the electromagnetic shifts upon us.

So much information is flying around as well; many ascension guides have been ‘transmitting’ this past week. I thought I’d share something from a woman you may not know about yet — Lucia Rene. (Not to be confused with Lisa Renee :) Lucia is a Buddhist monk and mystic, and author of the book, Unplugging the Patriarchy. She has had quite a unique life’s journey, which in recent years has been about following energetic threads into the dark understructures of the power elite and working, trans-dimensionally, to dismantle their stranglehold on this world. This woman has navigated some harrowing experiences; she is quite courageous. Anyway: following is a message from Lucia. Perhaps something in it for you.   oxo ~W

Surfing the Tsunami

Lucia Rene

For many people, things feel really churned up right now.  A surprising number of people report that someone in their family is dying and the issue of death always causes a lot of haywire emotions to surface.  Some are feeling that they are on a processing roller coaster.  Others, however, are reporting ecstasy and exhilaration.  Where on the spectrum are you?

Mother Divine’s tsunami of change, which has been building for a while, has definitely crested.  No question about that.  Things are churned up.  Things are accelerating.  Life has become increasingly challenging.  And we are only just beginning this year of accelerated change!  It isn’t just you or changes in your area of the world.  This is global. Things are churned up everywhere!

If your boat feels like it’s in danger of capsizing, perhaps you need to put on your inspector’s cap and give it a good once over.  (1) Are there too many people on board?  (2) Are you carrying excess baggage?  (3) Are you assuming the chatter on your shortwave radio is your own?

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The Mystery of Resurrection

It is Easter Sunday; my favorite holiday. Besides the inspiring message of one luminous messenger’s ability to negotiate heaven and earth regardless of expectations re: the state of his physicality… it tends to be a time of year for my personal resurrection after long cold months of darkness, often within myself as well as my locale on the planet. Days are longer, birds are singing, flowers are blooming everywhere… what’s not to like?  The brain makes more serotonin when sunlight comes in more abundance. Optimism is easier to align with, organically.

I was reading Jean Houston’s piece on the resurrection that is currently in HuffPost. When I came to this sentence, I instantly decided to feature it here and link you to her article.  This line profoundly resonated with me as a kundalini experiencer (my “stimulus” for an irreversible transformation of being); maybe it will speak to others as well:

Often when the body-brain-mind-psyche system has been given a profound stimulus or shock, it becomes capable of releasing many of its old patterns and allowing itself to be pulsed to a different frequency, allowing the emergence of a different human being.

I feel this is what’s happening globally, and the ramifications are beyond mind-bending.

Jean’s complete essay is here.

Meanwhile, may you enjoy your own glorious resurrection, ascension, and eternal life. All are invited to rise.

In love,


Radical Forgiveness Release Letter

As I was going through the files in my laptop, I came upon this Radical Forgiveness Release Letter.  Thought I’d share it with you. Perhaps it can support you in working through some forgiveness of your own?  You could copy and paste this into your own text file, edit it to your name, print it, and work it — if so inspired :). Just pointing out some water; whether to drink is always a choice! ;-).

Radical Forgiveness Release Letter

I, Whitehawk, hereby grant you, my Higher Self, my Soul, my Super-Conscious Mind, my DNA, my cellular memory, and all parts of myself that might want to hold onto unforgiveness for whatever reason, to release all of the misunderstandings, unfounded beliefs, misinterpretations, and misguided emotions, wherever they may reside, whether in my body, my unconscious mind, my DNA, my conscious mind, my subconscious mind, my unconscious mind, my chakras, and even my Soul.  I ask all those who want the best for me to assist in this releasing process.

I, Whitehawk, thank you, my Soul, for creating the experiences that created the unforgiveness and realize that on some level they have all been my teachers and have offered me opportunities to learn and to grow.  I accept the experiences without judgment, and do hereby release them to the nothingness from which they came.

I, Whitehawk, do hereby forgive (add name):


I release him/her to his highest good and set him free.  I bless him for having been willing to be my teacher.  I sever all unhealthy attachments to this person and send him unconditional love and support.

I, Whitehawk, do hereby forgive myself, and accept myself just the way I am and love myself unconditionally just the way I am, in all my power and magnificence.

I, Whitehawk, do hereby release myself to my highest good and claim for myself freedom, fulfillment of my dreams, wishes and goals, as well as clarity, love, full expression, creativity, health, and prosperity.



And so it is!
(Feeling a little clearer?)

Related content in this blog: Keep Forgiving;  3 Practices for Healing an Inverted World;  Unloading the Burden;  I’m Sorry, Please Forgive Me