The Guardian of Morals & Human Evolution

 The following excerpt was taken from one of Gopi Krishna’s writings. Gopi Krishna was an Indian householder of government employ (if memory serves) whose kundalini experience forced him out of the family home into a remote cabin where he could be alone in silence and contemplation for a very long time – years – as he surrendered to kundalini. His experiences were deep and profound in body and soul. His writing, to modern readers, can seem a bit dense to absorb… as might be said of many spiritual classics.

After his long initiation he returned to “life” and wrote copious documentation about his experiences and also his understandings of what kundalini is. He was the first person to come out in television interviews and discuss this phenomenon – if interviewers were up to taking it on! Gopi Krishna’s material is still well worth studying for anyone interested in or experiencing kundalini.

The evolutionary process of active kundalini is spiritual, moral and biological.

Gopi Krishna considered Prana as the key, and foresaw a time when we would understand more about how this intelligent energy works within our human frame. I pray this time is soon to be upon us! So much has to do with turning away from the battlegrounds of life and turning toward love, nurturance, compassion, etc. Kundalini is the Great Mother, the Holy Spirit, the Heart, the integration of spirit & form.

It’s interesting that Nikola Tesla also mentions this future research of Prana briefly in one of his articles. I surmise that prana and plasma are related, and we have plenty to learn about both. ~Whitehawk

The Guardian of Morals and Human Evolution

by Gopi Krishna

Prana, as has been said, is the purifying agent of the body and the mind – the most important agent of the body and the mind. The most important psychological changes in the character of an enlightened person would be that he or she would be compassionate and more detached. There would be less ego, without any tendency toward violence or aggression or falsehood.

The awakened life energy is the mother of morality, because all morality springs from this awakened energy. Since the very beginning, it has been this evolutionary energy that has created the concept of morals in human beings. It is not an expedience of our social structure that is responsible for morality but rather the activity of the life energy, the guardian of our morals. Continue reading

The Primary Aim of Your Life

I almost took a pass on this video (below) but glad I didn’t, because this man’s message spoke to me. (It also got me writing a lot more here than I had anticipated when I sat down!)

As you may know

A good chunk of my professional life revolved around writing, editing, publishing, and producing media & events that inspire. I grew up pretty much inhaling the classics that encouraged us to, basically, “believe and achieve” . . . and as the joke goes, I evolved from a user to a pusher of this genre that has exploded in myriad directions over the years.

As time went on, my inherent mystical nature expanded greatly and eventually my kundalini woke up and roared. I surrendered to this experience as opposed to seeking a way out of it, ie medical “help,” which of course would involve drugs and diagnoses that would never approximate the truth of what I was experiencing. I felt that kundalini had stepped in to take care of some major business on a soul level, and I was not going to sabotage it. Continue reading

What to Remember During a Dismemberment

wallpaper-127424-1.jpgby Jane Burns

A great deal has been felt and remarked upon due to recent changes on the political stage of this country. Whether this is a time of hope and celebration for you, or a time of impending doom, it should remain clear to everyone that a turbulent and difficult time lies ahead. For everyone.

Almost everyone has an idea about what will happen next. However, we should keep in mind that what is happening now is unprecedented for us, and none of us knows what will happen next, not even those who have taken the reigns. If there is any rule to follow now, it is: expect the unexpected. Continue reading

Slammed, Slimed & Resuscitating

Hello friends. Well… with no smooth lead-in… I have been slammed with stuff I thought I was clear of by now… old dark shadow debris that has been slipping up from my ‘cellar’ into dreams as well as into my waking emotional body. I truly thought all those years being purged by kundalini left me ‘gleaming’ and free, for the most part, of all this old, malignant, torturous crap. How’s by you? :-‘

As some might relate, being miserable these days comes with wagging fingers (real or imagined), pointing and blaming for not adhering to the “love ‘n light” frequencies well enough. Seems most people around me are just perky and happy as can be, thrilled to be dancing in the new energies upon us (part of me wonders if they might be newbie souls, who don’t have hundreds of lifetimes worth of karma to clear NOW) while I, meanwhile, find myself dealing with a dark vapor I haven’t seen/felt in a long time.

It started slipping sideways into my awareness. Continue reading

Massive Solar CMEs Incoming NOW

Opportunity for Expansion

Something a little different today, but exactly in line with what I’ve talked about before re: the sun’s role in our awakening. All the galactic photonic energies pouring into our local universe are being — as I put it — “predigested” by our magnificent sun and “downloaded” to Gaia and her children like a mother bird feeds her hatchlings. It can get intense sometimes as the fresh, clear higher frequencies wash over and into us, and everything in our world.

This morning I awoke from an epic “dream” (?) — a drama about radiation “bombs” being planted/set off in urban areas. Then this morning I see this video about the biggest barrage of powerful solar emissions to come our way in decades. Could these emissions raining on us have been interpreted as the “radiation bombs” of the dream? No idea, but it seemed worth mentioning.

Meanwhile, things could get wonky over the next couple of days as we take these powerful photons into our beings, and grapple with that amplified and accelerated force. It is an evolutionary growth spurt opportunity! So if you find yourself facing challenges that seem magnified out of all proportion, consider it the universe’s way of pushing us off our comfy little lily pads for a timely swim in the cosmic tides of ascension!  (BTW: perfect time to back up your computer.)   ox ~W

John Riley in the video; hang in for tidbits thruout:

Mystic’s Credo

As a lifelong mystic, I resonate with much of Jose’s essay, while knowing by experience that most don’t relate to this particular lens of life. So if you are a mystic . . . I imagine you will feel you’ve crossed paths with a kindred, reading this post. For everyone else — perhaps it will provide a glimmer of understanding re: mystics you may know. This is largely what 2012 is about for humanity. ~W

by Jose Arguelles

(courtesy Noosphere Forum)

The mystic is a stage in the conscious evolution of the spirit that occurs when the externalizing structures of perception known as “personality” have exhausted themselves and the attention or awareness is turned inward toward a dialogue with the soul. Henceforth, the cultivation of the soul succeeds in importance the dominating expression and cult of the personality (ego).

While this has sometimes been attained as an individual realization or, even more rarely, by a small group or school, never has the mystic been the fully conscious stage or goal of the entire species. Traditional Tibetan, Islamic or Hindu societies have come close to inculcating a religious, if not a wholly mystical value, into their social structures. But there is a question of whether, under present circumstances, mysticism or the mystic ideal can ever be socially institutionalized.

To the true mystic, or mystical cultivation understood as a stage in the conscious evolution of the spirit, there must first be an exhaustion of the externalizing worldly personality with its ego, story-line, and games. This represents a natural turning away from so-called normal societal and even biological norms. It is for this reason that the mystic is often perceived as a threat to the mainstream society.

The cultivation of the soul and its oneness with God—the Absolute—is the chief preoccupation of the mystic, who, generally, could care less for the values of gain, fame, personal power, pleasure or even family life. And yet, it is characteristic of the fully evolved mystic that he or she will develop an unsurpassably profound compassion for the entire fabric of life, not just for his/her family, tribe, nation, or, even, species.

Thus, to consider the mystic as a stage in the evolution of the entire species has profound implications for the structure of human society and, indeed, for the future of the species and all of life on Earth.

The fact is that the human species will not have peace on Earth as a universal phenomenon until it has passed, en masse, into the mystical stage of development. This step is inevitable. All the mystics throughout history have been but the evolutionary forerunners of this next, inevitable stage of human evolution.

Not only will the humans attain peace through pursuit of the mystic goal of divine union, but within several generations, of their own accord, they will have scaled back their population to a mere fraction of its present number. Furthermore, in pursuit of its mystical goal of divine union by whatever path is suitable to the disposition of the adept, the human species will abandon its present technological lifestyle and material encumbrances, replacing them, instead, with an all but invisible psychotelepathic solar technology.

Once this ideal is comprehended and deemed possible, then, to this noble end and out of supreme compassion, must the present day mystic devote his or her entire life. In the unification and synchronization of all mystics to this common goal, lies of the purpose and attainment of cosmic healing.

Giant Orb & the Ark of Triumph

More ‘big visions’ given in the astral the other day… will share here rather quickly as I’ve got a full plate o’ life at ground level to tend to currently.

So as you are likely aware, I am prone to having big teachings come through while my ego is out of the way. The other day I had a series of interesting messages, delivered rather dramatically.

Signal to Noise Ratio

Or: Snap Out of It — You’re Oozing Goo!

In the first one, I experienced myself as intimately involved with a grid-like structure… not too unlike the geodesic structure (pic) I posted here several posts back. By ‘intimately involved’ I mean… I seemed to be PART OF this structure, as tho it and I were components of the same architecture: I was a living breathing sentient who, at that moment, while plugged in to the gridwork (my body was literally interlaced with it!), was NOT consciously monitoring my thoughts (my output into the collective works, so to speak).

What I WAS doing was indulging in a generally woesome attitude… all the mass animal deaths lately, and weather disasters, and chemtrails, and HAARP, and all the sick and orphaned animals at the shelter I volunteer at, and my own dearly loved cat whose health is failing now as well, who will not be with me much longer… such were the “cooteous” things squirming around in my mind.

So, unbeknownst to my conscious self, I was transmitting what amounted to a low “groan” out into this “grid” with which I was entangled. With which we are all entangled in actuality. We are integral to the Oneness — an infinite cloud of quantum entanglement.

Suddenly a young man — a patrol guard of sorts — came along, and abruptly told me that what I was transmitting out into the grid was NOT HELPFUL to the All! His sudden appearance with this “news” jolted me out of my low-vibe, trance-like transmission and got me tracking back on the higher channel of awareness, being — again — that this is the “torrent” of change that is actually transfiguring our reality into a strikingly different (improved, healed, higher-bandwidth) world at a far more refined frequency. NOW. As I type here!  This is IT.  The Divine INFUSION. And my “contribution” at that moment was “broadcasting” a signal of sadness, loss, despair, etc.

I was emitting a “moan tone” that was contaminating the grid, creating “noise” rather than contributing to the clear, highly evolved “signal of Light” that is now seating itself as the primary harmonic on our planet. Remember the binary question: am I contributing or am I hindering the influx of light here?

This clearly demonstrates “the work” at the moment, doesn’t it! Even if we are not out in the 3D trenches putting food in the mouths of starving children, or retrieving drowning dogs from floodwaters, or whatever the cause might be, we ARE deeply participating in this shift. Remember what I said the other day about being a SYNAPSE? A channel, a closed circuit for higher consciousness and Light to flow into HERE? “Emanation,” etc?

This was a little wake-up moment, in which I was “caught” (maybe by an aspect of myself outpicturing as a guard) drifting into sloppy, unmonitored dark thoughts.

It’s natural and expected to have times like this — it is INTENSE on this planet! But we’d do well to catch ourselves and re-tune to the higher channel, because that strengthens the collective signal that needs to be the dominant wavelength. So I share this with you fwiw.

The Orb & the Ark

The next thing I saw was intensely dramatic. It was an inky black country night. Suddenly a bright (briiiight) light poured into my windows, shocking me into having the bizarre thought that the sun was rising in the middle of the night! It was very disorienting and a major moment to wrap my mind around: a giant ball of light was out there, as big as if a glowing planet had dropped down over the yard. Moreover, this disc of light began ascending FAST into the sky from right outside my window. I noticed it was more a cool, silvery-white light, like the moon (with about 10x the radiance) than the sun. When I got a good look at it, I saw that it was a GIANT, as in MEGA, luminous ORB.

If you’re familiar with the appearance of orbs, you know that the larger they are, the more complex is their “mandala” appearance. Could orbs be conscious lightships? Are the little ones generally photographed little scouts, while this phenom can take the form of a massive lightship of highly evolved consciousness? This was the impression I had while “taking in” what I was seeing — a hyoooge lightship orb was streaking by my windows on an upward trajectory.

What happened next was equally mind-boggling, in this visionary experience I was having. After the mega-orb, bright as a small silvery sun, rose past my window into the dark night sky, a gigantic chunk of EARTH rose into the sky behind it!

Imagine watching a small continent sail up into the sky, complete with its sub-surface collateral like dirt, roots, and rocks etc hanging beneath it as it lifts off. THEN a big window of light opens in the middle of it, and the image I was given in this window, in the midst of this chunk of ascending earth, was the image we all know as the ARK, as in Noah’s, surrounded by animals who are being taken aboard to survive the flood.

So I’m watching a massive chunk of earth lifting straight up into the night sky, and a “window” opens in the middle of it with a well-lit scene for me to “behold,” being the ark and the animals. Gahhhh, this was a biggie.

What I gleaned from this was ultimately comforting: entire species are currently exiting this planet. They ARE being received by their own version of an “afterlife” — a nice one. Much nicer than what they’ve had to endure with humans running the show down here. The ark (our shift; the ascension process) has come to take them “home,” perhaps along with other aspects of Earth, as well.

With my 3rd-density eyes and emotions, dying animals appear sad and tragic. (And worse, I feel shame around how vile humans can be to animals, when we are supposed to be worthy, compassionate stewards.) But it is all part of a divine plan that is so vast, we simply don’t have the conscious capacity to really, really comprehend it all. I try to speak to these things in this blog… hoping I contribute to the good in some small ways, with inspiring words and visionary images.

Bottom line: Source Creator DOES know what it’s doing, and a magnificent and complex consortium of assistance is here to help. The “negs” (negative influences) are around as well, making as big a stink as they can while their pirate vessels go down. They’ll fire off as many disruptive stink-bombs into the grid as they can before it’s all over. But the Light Prevails.

Never lose sight of this… and when you do (we’re human; times are intense), refocus asap.

The “torrent” continues to play out... and 2011 is likely bringing the most intense of it. Do not let the drama drag you down; remember, we are each a bundle of synaptic nodes in the grid of Light. Please continue to monitor your signal to noise ratio :)  Feel free and entitled to request assistance from Above when you need it (ask loudly with emotional oomph behind it!)… or even just as a matter of daily maintenance ;). It’s here and available.

Love all…


Evolutionary Opportunities Within the Chaotic Node

I’ve been reading Tom Kenyon’s Hathor messages for many years, and posting them since beginning this blog. This one discusses, among other things, the way some of us (!!) are registering earth changes in our own bodies. I’ve mentioned this numerous times here. This message, with additional material included at the end, is for your discernment, as always!

A Hathor Planetary Message Through Tom Kenyon

In this planetary message we wish to address the increasing breadth and scope of the Chaotic Node you have entered.

The focus of our communication is on the subtle, and not so subtle, effects on your consciousness as a result of the planetary changes taking place. As we said in our previous communication, it is increasingly difficult to predict, with accuracy, seismic and volcanic events, for you have entered a very volatile stage.

In October of last year we predicted that you would enter a Chaotic Node, and that this would result in ever-increasing levels of chaos, and that your governments and institutions would have difficulty contending with these levels of chaos. And, indeed, this is taking place, from an increase in extreme and aberrant weather patterns throughout the globe, to a marked increase of earthquake activity, to the current Icelandic volcanic eruptions. These various expressions of the Chaotic Node will continue to escalate and interact in creative and unpredictable ways.

The focus of our communication is not on the physical challenges you will face as the Chaotic Node widens in its scope, but rather we wish to focus upon the evolutionary opportunities that await you, if you are ready to claim them.

First of all let us postulate an idea that may be new to some, but old information to others.

As we view Earth, we see her much like we see you, as a luminous egg-shaped geometry of light. Like you, the Earth has channels for subtle energy. In your body, these conduits for subtle energy are known asmeridians, which are related to the life force of your vital organs, or nadis, a more complex and subtle system of energy channels related to the chakras.

The Earth has her own grid or grid-work of subtle energy channels. Some of these are called ley lines. They are conduits for the flow of subtle energy through Earth’s body, similar to your own subtle energy channels. But, of course, the energies that move through the Earth’s subtle energy channels are much more massive than those energies that move through your body. But there is, nonetheless, a relationship between your meridians/nadis and the ley lines of your planet.

Your planet is entering another phase of its ascension process. And this is signaled by many factors, some of which you can detect, some of which you cannot. Two of these factors have to do with earthquake and volcanic activity.

Prior to an earthquake or a volcanic eruption there is a massive movement of subtle energy through Earth’s ley lines (in the vicinity of the seismic event). This movement of subtle energy takes place before the actual tectonic shifts occur. The tectonic shifts are the creators or generators of earthquake activity, as your science has clearly stated. But the influx of subtle energy through the meridians (ley lines), in the vicinity of an earthquake takes place hours, days or even weeks before the actual earthquake and/or volcanic eruption itself. They are harbingers of the physical event. And it is this subtle energetic aspect of quake and volcanic activity we wish to address, for these fluctuations in Earth’s meridians, or lay-lines, affect you directly.

Many of you are experiencing resonant responses in your bodies. This means that when subtle energy related to a coming earthquake or volcanic eruption moves through one of Earth’s ley lines, there can be a corresponding movement in your own meridian system. It’s as if you become a barometer for what is about to take place. Some individuals are more sensitive to this than others, so the effects can be much more pronounced in these individuals. Sensitive persons can respond to the subtle energetics of earth changes thousands of miles from the actual event itself. But even those who are less sensitive can feel the effects. Due to the fact that earthquake and volcanic activity are on the rise, many of you are experiencing an increase of these bizarre resonant responses within your bodies. And that is what we wish to turn our attention to now.

We understand and appreciate the dire consequences of earthquake and volcanic activity on your three-dimensional reality, but we wish you to know that these same events create energetic openings, evolutionary portals that you can enter.

They are harbingers not only of the shifting of the landscape of physical earth; they are harbingers of the shifting of human and planetary consciousness.

Let us describe some of the physical and emotional effects that this seismic-related subtle energy produces. Remember that when an earthquake or volcanic eruption is imminent there is a flow of subtle energy through the meridians or ley lines of Earth in the vicinity of the seismic event. There are, simultaneously, resonant responses in your physical body, especially in those who are sensitive to such things. When there is a movement of this subtle energy through your personal meridian system, all types of strange phenomena can take place.

These include, but certainly are not limited to, an increase in temporary short term memory challenges, episodes of sudden bodily heat and cold, inexplicable physical discomfort, and even pain that seemingly appears for no reason and then dissipates.

You might also experience brief moments of what might be called thinking and sequencing challenges. And episodes of sudden decreased energy will be on the rise. In these odd energy states it will appear as if you suddenly have no energy available to you. We have spoken about this in previous messages, but more and more persons will be complaining about fatigue, exhaustion, and at the same time an inability to obtain restful sleep. There will also be increased episodes of feeling like you are falling asleep while awake. If you are in an environment where you can lie down, or at least close your eyes, this is the best way to deal with this particular phenomenon. When this occurs it is often, though not always, an effect of the seismic flows of subtle energy through Earth’s energy system or ley lines.

These are times when Earth herself is shifting levels of planetary consciousness, and you can ride on her coattails, so to speak. Since the planet is shifting consciousness herself, you can enter into deeply profound states of consciousness in these moments. Our advice is to let the world go and surrender to the experience of falling into yourself. Some of you will enter inner worlds of reality that have immense healing and nourishing effects. Others will simply feel like they “blacked out” and have no recollection of what occurred. But if, in these moments, you can allow yourself to rest, even in the midst of your daily activities, you will benefit greatly.

At times, some of you might also experience the opposite reaction. You might sense your body entering a hyper state for no apparent reason, as if it has sped up metabolically. If you are aware of subtle energies, you will notice that this is a result of your subtle energy bodies (such as the KA) vibrating at a faster rate than is normal for you. This sped up feeling may last for brief periods of time or continue for several hours. During these hyper states of awareness, you might experience a download of cosmic information and/or spiritual light. You may also find subtle energy channels within your body spontaneously opening with a resulting amplification of subtle energy flows through these channels. As odd as these states of body and mind may seem, they are evolutionary jumpstarts. Unfortunately for your daily bodily rhythms, these unique states of body and mind often occur at inconvenient times. If you can be okay with them and realize that they are evolutionary gifts, you can derive great benefit from them.

While the Holon of Balance and the Holon of Ascension that we have given in previous communications will certainly be helpful to you (and may be engaged to your great benefit), there is no way to escape the physical effects of these seismic events upon your body and consciousness. So our advice is to embrace them rather than to resist them. View them as they are, evolutionary opportunities.

With this communication we are releasing the Heart Dimensional Attunement. You will find a link to this sound meditation at the end of this message. This is an unusual attunement, for it comes from the futureand an energetic of Earth that is not yet in your present time.

We suggest that you listen to this in a similar way that we suggested you listen to the Pineal Dimensional Attunement. Place your awareness in your heart chakra while listening, and imagine that the sounds you are hearing are coming from out of the heart center. This ascension code will help your heart to stabilize and find solace and comfort from a future aspect of your Earth. It’s purpose is to help sustain you through the chaotic and volatile events that are unfolding before you. The sounds are the vibratory essence of a new Earth, an ascended Earth. It is the promise of a new world, and you carry the seeds of that world in your very hearts.

Finally, we wish to acknowledge the difficult times you are entering. At the same time you are crossing a threshold into an extraordinary evolutionary upliftment.

Regardless of where you live on your Earth, regardless of your station in life, or the circumstances you face, if you embrace what is unfolding before you as an evolutionary gift, you will rise up in consciousness and pass, with grace and humor, through the portal that is the Chaotic Node.

The Hathors
April 15, 2010


Tom’s Thoughts and Observations

The Hathors told me after the large quake in Haiti that there would be more large concussive quakes along the Ring of Fire (see Planetary Message entitled Haiti and the Chaotic Node (January 13, 2010).

These quakes, according to them, would occur relatively close to each other and would signal a significant energetic passage in Earth’s own ascent.

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Riding the Wave of Your Self

Riding the Wave of Your Self in an Infinite Sea of Frequencies

I’m pleased to bring your attention to some good material from Bashar (channeled)
re: the shift we are currently negotiating!
Listen all the way through (with discernment intact as always)…
Enjoy, blessings, and … let go & let flow!

Love all ~ W

Spontaneous Healing!

It All Happened Exactly as Follows

Something quite amazing happened recently that I’d like to share with you. It involves a serious accident that took place in the kitchen…

Making breakfast on my (gas) stove the other day, I reached to grab the plastic spatula that was on the stovetop, hidden from view by a large pan sitting on a flaming burner. The spatula was to the right of the front right burner, obscured from view by the large pan on that burner. I just reached around the side of the pan and grabbed the (unseen) spatula by its handle. SEARING PAIN instantly overtook my hand.

Looking down, I was shocked to see that the plastic spatula handle had caught fire from the burner, and my hand was gripping the engulfed-in-flames plastic. I dropped the flaming spatula, but my hand was still in flaming agony — because my hand was in flames! The burning, melted plastic had transferred to the palm of my hand, creating a perfect petrol-fueled torch out of my hand. I ran cold tap water over the flames, but in the space of those few seconds major damage was done: the whole palm of my right (dominant) hand was very badly burned and I FELT every molecule of it.

This was a dramatic situation. I ran around slathering vitamin E oil on the deeply-blistering skin, and wrapped, over time, various kinds of ice packs on my hand… needing to keep either ice cubes OR the one blue ice/hot pack I keep in the freezer pressing against the burns at all times. The pain was intense and the burns were deep — covering the palm and all of my fingers. The skin was charred white (researching burns online I learned that burned flesh either “chars” white or black, depending on what chemicals might have come in contact with it during the accident), and under the white was blazing red with huge, deep blisters. I could do NOTHING with that hand; I was in quite a fix. And – alone at home.

I had a curious belief: that this was mine to fix, to heal. I was determined not to go to a hospital, and didn’t even want to call a neighbor, even though I have wonderful neighbors who would certainly help me in a heartbeat. Somehow I had the knowing that this was mine to heal, almost as tho I had created an assignment or initiation for myself! Odd (even to me!), but this was my mindset.

This accident happened at nine in the morning. I spent the entire day icing the burns and FEELING the burns as intensely as if the skin were on fire still… as soon as the cold packs warmed to a certain point the flesh was On Fire again. So I was on a constant rotation of changing cold packs every 15 minutes or so.

Hours went by with this routine, and my refusal to involve anyone else held firm. I simply did not want someone else’s belief that I needed medical attention interfere with my intention to heal. I just wanted to give myself the time and space to work with this admittedly dire situation on my own. I was determined! I find it interesting that even while seeing my hand on fire, and feeling every iota of the intense pain of that experience — during and after the accident — I kept a rather detached calm; no panic, no tears, no running to someone else for help (or sympathy). I had the sheer determination to figure out a resolution to these serious and extensive burn wounds.

And I had FAITH that I would.

As the hours passed, I changed my football-sized ice wraps over and over and over… and tried various forms of self-healing. I tried “energies,” I tried “light,” I tried to apply quantum physics by “seeing the situation differently” and thereby attempting to spontaneously alter the “wave forms” comprising the situation. I tried turning back time in the field of my hand! Really, I would just ponder possibilities and think, “Maybe THIS will work,” and then try it.

By the time evening fell, I admit I was getting concerned that there would be no sleep at all for me that night, considering the pain and absolute necessity to change the ice packs 4 times an hour. Pain killers (otc) didn’t touch the acute pain of the deep burns. I couldn’t relax… gah. Moreoever I started pondering the coming days and weeks of dealing with this injury, and the inevitable major skin loss and the fact that I couldn’t TYPE or hold the steering wheel, or even wash my face or change clothes with the severely burned hand. I was looking at a long time of recuperation, healing, and limited functionality. Quite a mess to be in!

Suddenly something unexpected happened. My eyes fell upon a book on my shelf, and I instantly KNEW that the ritual described in that book was going to HEAL my hand. I mean, an angelic chorus may as well have sounded when I ‘registered’ the presence of that book; that’s how clear I felt about the success coming my way via this process.

This was an extraordinary turn of events for numerous reasons —

  • I JUST moved and left most of my books behind, hundreds of miles away, for starters. For this book, that I hadn’t opened in years, to even BE HERE was actually surprising to discover.
  • Moreover, most of the books I do have here are still packed in boxes; this one was up on the shelf with, of all things, cookbooks. And lastly,
  • I had TRIED the technique discussed in the book years ago with no luck; why would I just spontaneously know without a doubt that NOW it was THE ANSWER??

Anyway — this KNOWING just seeped into me, and that’s when things got interesting.

What Happened Next was a “Miracle”

I opened the book straight to the part with the process outlined in steps, as a refresher. I was to lie down on my back with no crossed limbs, and no pets on me, so the “beings” that came in to work with me could scan me unimpeded. It was much like preparing for a catscan. The author said to set aside an hour for the procedure.

So the timing was —  7:00PM: I spotted the book on the shelf. By 7:30 I was on my back in the dark initiating the process. I laid still while the various entities I invited from higher planes (or “less dense realms”) could come in and “have their way” with me!  I also had the ubiquitous ice pack covering the burns in my upturned hand. How I was going to make it thru an hour without changing the pack I couldn’t imagine.

I laid still in the dark after invoking the assistance as directed. Exactly 30 minutes passed when suddenly I was overcome with the deepest sense of peace and calm and well-being imaginable. I felt “calm” in my HAND, which all day had been in a state of violent pain. (If cells could scream in agony, MINE WERE!)

Also, while lying there, I had the unusual feeling of what I can only describe as little “inflation sensations” under the skin, as tho little pea-sized, sub-dermal cushions were filling up under the burned flesh!  When I felt this beautiful calm sensation wash over me, I just started repeating thankyouthankyouthankyou over and over because I knew I had received a healing… tho I had not SEEN the results yet; I was still lying in total darkness.

Finally I turned on the light and looked at my hand.

What I saw was, frankly, mind-boggling. My terribly seared, raw, blistered  hand now appeared as though 2 or 3 MONTHS of healing time had passed in the space of a few minutes. My white-charred, badly blistered, blood-red wounds were suddenly faint scars! I realized that the “inflation sensations” were in actuality the spontaneous regeneration of new flesh plumping out during the healing!


I’ve done a lot of reflecting on this experience, as you might imagine. I reflected on the prevalence of fire in my family, for instance. Readers may recall my sharing the story of my family home burning, and the death of my mother from that fire. Years earlier my father was in a terrible explosion that caused 3rd degree burns over much of his body. Even my brother had a fire in his home, that my father picked up on, on what he called his “inner screen,” from hundreds of miles away. I wonder if my having this experience with fire actually helped heal a kind of family karma with the fire elemental? Not sure, just pondering possibilities. Would be nice if it were so, and also in line with ‘lineage pathcutting’ that I explain in the book, Kundalini Rising.

GraceRESOURCE: If you’re interested in the process I used (if you haven’t figured it out already, as many readers may be familiar with this) — it’s called the MAP Calibration Process, developed by Machaelle Small Wright, the founder of Perelandra and a true walker between worlds. (MAP=Medical Assistance Process) She has extensive experience working with elementals and the Great White Brotherhood (more recently referred to as the Galactic Brotherhood, if I’m not mistaken; a network of ascended masters such as St. Germaine and many others helping us on earth).

Just now I googled “MAP Coning” (MSW’s terminology for this) and a slew of hits came up; the book probably isn’t even necessary to learn the process. Many are attesting to its value, I see! And now I am among them.

Also I feel moved to say… as I went through that day, feeling sure I could heal my situation somehow, I considered numerous ways to do so, and each time thinking, “Maybe this?” “Maybe that?” and bumped around trying things. Whether the coning worked (as it did, magnificently) because I KNEW it would is an interesting question. Was the key in my BELIEF?  If I had truly believed in another technique, would it have BEEN another technique that did the trick?  The point may or may not be about this method, but about my consciousness.

On the other hand, I find it REALLY interesting that I “knew” the MAP would work on this acute problem when I had no previous success with it, while not feeling that certainty about other methods that had served me in the past!

And lastly, a paraphrase from the intro of A Course in Miracles: There is no order of difficulty in situations needing a miracle. Miracles happen regardless of difficulty, severity, complexity etc. From what I experienced, my evolving ideas about time were bolstered. Time is fluid, not absolute! Somehow, the structure of my wounded hand experienced an acceleration of “time” to a point where the burns were 90% healed! I suspect ALL “miracles” are “merely” a successful, intentional manipulation of the timestream. An awareness of this possibility helps.

Always plenty to wonder about in this life, isn’t there!
And to express gratitude for, as well.

Love all (and KEEP THE FAITH),

Wild Thing

In an intense squeeze re: this moving process currently …  it IS like a portal or birth canal of sorts!  Having to ‘reckon with’ ALL THINGS MATERIAL right now, after living in the same place for a longer time than I’ve lived anywhere since childhood… this is SOMETHING. An ADVENTURE to be sure!

Oddly, the old Troggs song, Wild Thing popped into mind just now.  It came in by way of the words, “You move me.”  I suddenly started thinking of  SOUL as WILD THING! The soul is so very vast, so unlimited, so beyond any beyond that we little, physical earthlings can imagine in the quantum oneness!!!

What started me off — also oddly — was an ongoing dream theme I had during the night, of donated organs being sent all over creation, heading for their transplant recipients.

How wild can it get?

I am about to transplant myself to a radically different life.

I am letting go of things very quickly; my possessions are posted online, with photos, and 500+ people a DAY are browsing my stuff!  “ALL MUST GO >  =NOW=”

What a Wild Thing this is to be experiencing! Answering inquiries left and right; this alone is a full time job… which leaves actual PACKING  falling behind schedule.

It’s all happening very very fast suddenly in these final minutes (leaving town in a couple of days) … and also very piecemeal, as pieces of my life are flying out the door to new recipients.

Then my dreaming mind comes up with a night full of ORGAN DONATION scenarios, with little coolers containing ‘the goods’ being hustled hither and yon, very urgently, dispatched all over the place.  Repeatedly thru the night.

This morning is very dark and wet here. Slow getting into the day. Each day is so physically intense right now, and every inch of this form of mine hurts.

But then, I ponder the vast wildness of a spiritual essence that is probably having some fun watching Little Whitehawk zooming around dealing with the silly (yet still dear) physical components of her earthly life in full-throttle catalytic mode re: a huge transition … a level of my Self for whom it is the physical realm that is the dream world … and I can’t help but be amused myself!

Wild Thing

You make my heart sing

You make everything


Wild Thing

I think I love you

But I wanna know for sure!

Come on, hold me tight

I love you

Wild Thing

I think you move me

But I wanna know for sure!

So come on, hold me tight

You move me

Rumi, Deepak & Demi

Time for another dance with Rumi. His words refer to his personal search and passionate, intimate connection with the divine presence within, which experiences ecstatic interplay with the divine presence without (ie, in others). 

The Divine in me recognizes, and revels in, the Divine in you … Whitehawk


A lover knows only humility,
He has no choice.
He steals into your alley at night,
He has no choice.
He longs to kiss every lock of your hair,
Don’t fret…
He has no choice.
In his frenzied love for you, he longs to break the chains of his imprisonment,
He has no choice.

A lover asked his beloved,
Do you love yourself more than you love me?

Beloved replied,
I have died to myself and I live for you.
I’ve disappeared from myself and my attributes,
I am present only for you
I’ve forgotten all my learnings,
But from knowing you I’ve become a scholar.
I’ve lost all my strength,
But from your power I am able.

I love myself… I love you.
I love you… I love myself.

I am your lover, come to my side,
I will open the gate to your love.
Come settle with me,
Let us be neighbors to the stars.

You have been hiding so long,
Endlessly drifting in the sea of my love.
Even so, you have always been connected to me.
Concealed, revealed,
In the unknown, in the un-manifest.
I am life itself.
You have been a prisoner of a little pond,
I am the ocean and its turbulent flood.
Come merge with me,
Leave this world of ignorance.
Be with me…
I will open the gate to your love.

I desire you more than food or drink
My body, my senses, my mind,
Hunger for your taste
I can sense your presence in my heart
Although you belong to all the world
I wait with silent passion for one gesture,
One glance from you…