Holy COW. I’ve been on quite an adventure over the past month or so. It’s been incredibly challenging to maintain anything remotely resembling equilibrium in this body.
Weeks passed before I could even locate words sufficient to describe what’s been going on. I’ll just cut to the chase here and explain as best I can, and as always invite comments from readers who’ve also felt energetically RAWKED lately.
So: I’ve been experiencing a perpetual sensation of my physical body being way out of sync with my energy body – my lightbody, in other words. This has just been off the map strange, kind of like my form has been bobbing around in a… tank?… of a fluid substance that is in constant motion. (I’m picturing those desk toys that slosh some kind of liquid back and forth in slow motion… imagine being trapped inside one of these. Also, the phrase “amorphous blob” resonates, ha!)
All attempted physical movement – and mental focus – seemed to slosh in an energetic substance (my own energy body) that kept me in a constant state of off-centeredness, imbalance, confusion, inability to track thoughts or read… my entire being seemed liquid, formless, and unable to come into coherence.
My physicality was somehow seriously OUT of sync with my energetics. I don’t think I can be any more explicit than this. Extreme sensations of instability.