Anger: Fear Under Pressure

I’ve been immersed in another wave of perceptual detox and am checking in to share a few thoughts.

I’m feeling moved to speak about this today because even though much of what’s been coming out via subversive channels (subversives being the whistleblowers coming forward to awaken the masses) is shocking and disturbing, my current opinion is… we may need to be shocked out of our complacency to REALLY appreciate the value of “The Light” and all that Light implies (wisdom, love, exposing the shadows…), and accelerate our embodying of it. I now see that exposing myself to disturbing media such as initiates an almost spontaneous cord-cutting between myself and the contrived (or fallen?) world we’ve all participated in our entire lives — multiple lifetimes, even! I’ve been experiencing a quagmire of entanglements falling away — freeing my lazy, habitual perceptions about “what is” in our world and expanding my belief in The Possible. The Incoming.

There was a time when I didn’t want to ‘pollute my consciousness’ with conspiracy theories and the like. I frankly had enough to be concerned with in my immediate surrounds, and raving voices like David Icke were just overload to me. I wanted to focus on “good things,” I didn’t want to energize fear consciousness. I realized that consensus reality obscured truth behind the props and prevailing media-feeds; I just didn’t want my boat rocked any more than it had been already in the stormy seas of life! But my attitude seems to have been changing in recent years, and now I (occasionally) expose myself to “disturbing truths,” specifically those pertaining to powers behind the scenes who are directing the plays we see acted out on the world stage. These dramas are derived fiction but we’ve accepted them as fact, securing our collective disempowerment. Prevailing thought perpetuates the prime-time plotline and the time has come to boycott the “studios” that have kept producing misinformation directly geared for their personal and darkly-motivated gain.

Aligning with our own righteous anger now and then can be a useful motivational tool. Anger is fear under pressure, and pressure is energetically powerful; also potentially volatile. Anger can be used to effectively remove negative conditions from our paths, or remove ourselves from negative paths. I’m not advocating violence or hatred. Anger can inspire us to speak up for ourselves, whereas ongoing, stewing fear will generally serve to depress and paralyze us, draining every ounce of usable energy from us in the process. I sense that America is now a depressed nation. I know I’ve experienced bouts of depression that I try not to let tow me under. I also believe Americans aren’t alone in this mass depression and perceived helplessness during this drawn-out, surreal, frightening time on earth as we all subordinate ourselves to the insanity of the culture-drivers. Anger can trigger us to think in new, problem-solving directions, if we can avoid sliding into habitual and fruitless complaining devoid of any purposeful action. We can use some good clear anger energy, to apply resourcefully to restoring peace, balance, freedom, and correct distribution of resources across this planet… beginning right in our own minds, with the content of our own self-talk about what we chose to focus on and how we chose to buy into it or not. We are allowing prevailing conditions to be what they are.

Have you noticed that the universe seems to be responding to your thoughts and beliefs at warp speed these days? Seriously… thought does seem to become “things” much quicker now than ever before. There IS something to this new energy and its response time to conscious direction. We can effect change, beginning with changing our minds from worried, powerless consciousness to accepting the divine inheritance which is ours, and drawing on the vast wisdom that is part and parcel of that inheritance. We are limitless beings, and that truth just seems too big for us to let ourselves believe in and BE. I believe this consciousness IS gaining ground, and transcendence IS in the wind… I’m just singing about it here as a release valve for my own repressed anger, and to remind MYSELF who we really are beyond these bodies we wear. Once this is obvious defacto reality to our collective BELIEF SYSTEM, all the rest will begin magnetizing into place in a massive synchronistic flow. Believing it’s possible is immensely helpful, imo. It opens the space for new currents of energy, inspiration, and activity.


My current journey involves boldly exploring enough of the many tiers of mass manipulation (in paced increments; it does get intense!), to really allow my intellect as well as my intuitive mind & my soul (which have known this all along) to fully cognize these revelations. This has been serving to accelerate my ever-present hunger and pursuit for true, self-sovereign freedom and personal power… which will lead to my long-awaited reconnection with the Divine, beautiful, harmonic octave of existence. All this other noise has served as a frequency filter that has kept the Real Signal from getting through. This is happening now… and I’ll be interested to see where we’re at as this year plays out, because it looks as though a systemic deconstruction has begun.

This is what “goosed” me to speak to this today: I watched this video, put forth by an author who once believed our world was headed for mass annihalation (wrote a book on this), who now believes it’s heading for peace and healing and was impelled to renounce his former position publicly: (Mount Adams Statement: 2012 & A Golden Age). And one of the women in that video turned my attention to The American Underground Network (AUN). The AUN has put together their own “video class” of sorts, about the secret cadre behind all media, and how it controls what everyone sees, thinks, and even how they feel and respond, all of which is a very predictable formula that has been employed again and again over the ages. This “grass roots” video is admittedly a little hard to flow with at first, because the man with all the info is not a particularly charismatic communicator. They’ve “balanced” him with another man who’s obviously trained as on-air talent, to facilitate the first guy’s delivery. So while the presentation is a bit awkward, there IS information I found useful for my current “flurry” re: what I’m feeding my head. This video’s subject matter reminded me of the old insult, “If I want your opinion, I’ll give it to you.” This is exactly what’s been in practice, ad infinitum.

Curiously, I’m also enamored anew with John Nash’s quest, as depicted in A Beautiful Mind, being –TO ACHIEVE ONE TRULY ORIGINAL IDEA. Can any of us even imagine such an experience? We’ve been entrained to think and believe certain things — and FEEL certain ways about these things — all along. True, there are various themes and versions of “party line,” and we are free to creatively spin input and output. Still… what would breaking through to our actual, TRULY AUTHENTIC, infinite, god-selves BE LIKE?

I’m on board to find out. I believe we all came in when we did to experience this unprecedented Ride of Ages. I suspect what’s coming is presently unimaginable to us, considering our current capacity and “quarantined conditions.” I believe we will be rewarded with revelations of intergalactic, ultra Divine proportions in the near future. It’s all this “transition time” in the interim that poses the greatest challenge. So, returning to my current (and unoriginal) thought, being our collective project of shuttling awakening souls across the chasm between Here (old paradigm) and There (new) as quickly and painlessly as possible. Perhaps by “waking up in the matrix” (admittedly no small thing, the shattering of a belief system) we can get the bridge up and hustle across it to the promised land with minimal collateral damage. One MO could be to use anger (and the fear behind it) as a tool of a spiritual warrior; let it motivate you to contemplate the truth of your soul (without letting it dominate you!), and demonstrate your truth courageously through the life you’ve been given. What else is there to do?