This report resonated with me quite a bit, so I’m sharing it here. I’ve been having an interesting series of dreams in which I revisit long-gone relationships, and have, in effect, “do over” encounters with various people involved. In these scenarios I am calm and detached, whereas back in the actuality of these experiences, I was upset, reactive, and emotionally wounded for a good long time afterwards. So these have been positive and healing encounters with former events.
On the other hand, I have been in the crosshairs of a dear friend who seems to be in the midst of a major meltdown, triggered by a situation that to me seems an innocuous non-event, but somehow it completely blew him off center; he has been a raging, flaming volcano for weeks now. I have, for the most part, retained a stance of compassionate detachment (progress), which seems to be making him even more volatile and resentful than ever. I see that he is experiencing the ripping open of some deep, ancient (and likely unconscious) wound . . . and apparently it is his ‘work’ to torture himself in this state until it either plays itself out, or he manages to wake up from his own nightmare.
It has been a very trying time at every level of life (the 3D field is imploding), and Nancy’s article speaks to it very well imo; it might offer some comfort (or awareness) to you, too, if you find yourself activated by “insanity” — be it yours, or someone else’s, or both! Or ALL!
Keep the love vibe alive… oxo Whitehawk
Soul Transitions Vibe Report February 2012
Loving Ourselves and the Crystalline Energy
Continuing with the feelings of ennui and urgency, February has been a month of turning inside out and shining Light on parts of ourselves that we’ve kept in the dark. This has rendered me frozen in place at times or swirling within whirlpools of emotion. Welcome to the 4th dimension!
Expanding with the tide, a wave has turned, come to completion and is spreading its energy across the sand. I feel this within me. The essence of my life expanding with a sigh across the pebbles and shells of long ago experiences, stirring memories, currents of emotions, all of my experience in this life so far. Feelings and memories that have been integrated, softened with love, tenderness, tears of release, all coming up once again, like mist rising from the sand. Not for review. Not for further exploration, just to be in the light of my conscious loving energy. Raw feelings, opening the tenderest places within my experience are triggered, and I realize that all I am to do is love everything that comes up within me.
During this process at the deepest moments of the remembrance of pain, I feel another energy rising within me.
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